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Danielle Furtado Aug 2014
Pior do que a certeza de que morreu,
é a dúvida disso.
Não posso provar sua existência,
já é memória em fragmentos.

Vida sua que mudou a minha
Cheia de histórias, ideologias
Você que vem cheio de defeitos e perfeições
Eu tão impotente

Minhas palavras, todas tiradas dos teus poemas
Teu sotaque, uma voz imaginada
Que obra de arte eram teus olhos
Feitos de um azul-convite

E eu aceitei.
D. Furtado.
Danielle Furtado Jun 2014
There's a breeze coming from the window
The cold gives me chills, goosebumps
My hair is ice now
Ignoring all the reality noises that comes from the kitchen
The wind feels like home
Maybe because it has the same temperature of my heart
Put my body against the window, it's never close enough
The sky was dark blue when I started writing this, now it's totally black
There is no stars, I can't see the moon
Maybe death is just like that, in a blink of an eye you're gone
There's no stars, no moon, no noises, no kitchen, no window, just wind
You close your eyes and for the last 3 seconds of life
You finally can feel something true
You finally see something beautiful
Something that is worth telling others
Something that would inspire the whole world
You see how beautiful the end is, but the end ends too fast

It's too late.

And there's no breeze coming from the window for you anymore.
D. Furtado
Danielle Furtado Jun 2014
The razor I  keep inside my pocket
Keeps me away from losing control
Even though if you keep a razor in your pocket
It means you've lost control a very long time ago

The days come and go as I rise from the dead
Classic music makes me forget the secrets
all the secrets I keep behind my teeth
and the lies I told the ones who care

And as I travel to another century
My soul is filled with pure joy and I know no pain
There is no razor, there is no blade
Suddenly I have a princess dress and zero scars to be ashamed

"How long will it last this time?", I ask myself
And answering my question, the song ends
The walls of the castle I made starts to fall
The wind in my hair now is just a blow

And I start the music over again
D. Furtado
Danielle Furtado Jun 2014
There's something in the room
It's hiding behind my back
No one can feel it but me
It wants me to wreck

I don't know what exactly it is
But anxiety is it's friend
I whispered to not be caught
And realized it's in my head

There's an ocean inside of me
They see a land full of flowers
I'm drowning and cannnot breathe
While they see a morning shower

I died two times last night
Only a part of me woke up today
It's not that I'm in pain
It's that I can't feel anything

There's something missing  
Maybe it's hiding behind my back
Everyone can see it but me
I think I'm already wrecked
D. Furtado
Danielle Furtado Jun 2014
What if the days weren't numbered
And eternity and seconds had the same value
And be loved for one minute was worth our lives

What if our words had real meaning
And didn't matter if you love or hate unless you feel it
And make someone feel anything was worth our lives

But none of us can feel a thing anymore
And that's why the days are numbered
And the words have no meaning
And poetry is a waste of time
D. Furtado
Danielle Furtado Jun 2014
Talvez eu tenha te enterrado vivo e enquanto sufoca me sinto impotente, terra entra em teus poros e te leva de mim, te leva da vida, e eu não posso fazer nada, eu não posso nem dizer adeus, tem terra nos teus ouvidos, você não me ouviria. Então assisto ao teu enterro de longe, torcendo pra que levante e expulse todos os micróbios que tentam morar em seu corpo, mas você está tão imóvel quanto eu.
D. Furtado
Danielle Furtado Mar 2014
Numbness, thoughtless
Why everything seems so pointless?
I shouldn't feel this worthless

Loneliness, dumbness
Sometimes more, sometimes less
I fear my own consciousness

Useless
D. Furtado

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