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I fell in love with you
the moment i laid my eyes on you
not by the way you dress
or how you look

But when i looked into your eyes
I knew at that moment
that i loved you

There was something
in those beautiful eyes of yours
something real, something true

I could see it clearly in your eyes
see the truth of you
the truth others are to blind to see

The perfectly imperfect you
they see the dark
while all i see is the light

The perfectly imperfect you
they see all of your mistakes
while all i see is how
those mistakes make you human

All i see is the perfectly imperfect you
I love you<3
Be Proud of yourself, always
Do not let anything or anyone put you down
Terrible things are always going to happen
but you just have to remember:
Nothing lasts forever

Don't ever hate yourself
Your not perfect,
and you'll never be.
You'll always make mistakes and
everything will somehow go wrong in your life
But isn't that what life's about?
Everybody making mistakes, and then learning from it?

Promise me whoever is reading this piece of poem,
That you'll always believe in yourself and will not give up
and that you'll always believe that your the best,
and not hate yourself.
Don't let anyone or anything put you down
For, once again, no one's perfect

Just be proud of yourself, always
no matter what the circumstances are
Trace my skin with your deadly touch
**** me now the pain's too much
Razorblade kisses across my wrists
The cracks in my heart like eternal cysts
Shining steel slick with blood
My arms are drowning in this crimson flood
My wrists are crying
My eyes are too
My scars symbols of this anguish so true
the anger subsides
the rage fades away
the hate no longer matters
the pain becomes comforting
the blood holds my attention
my mind wonders
leaving reality behind
cut by cut
I am set free
Moonlight shatters
The crystals disperse
Flakes of winter
Fright's curse

Grey clouds of nowhere
Silver world awakes
To the silver sun beams
To the silver birds of song

Silver world awakes not to pleasure
Not to rhyme
Silver world awakes to sorrow
To the silver tear drop, crying

And with every tear the color fades
And more silver becomes the day
Spindling more silver
The silver devils play

And in my castle I hear the cry
The sharp shrieks of broken delight
The blinding light
The shivering fright

And in my castle I hear the wind
That humbles the calls
That corrodes my walls
The silver hissing wind
Driving nails into my coffin
The silver hissing wind
A dead heart will never soften

Meaningless are my dreams
Evanescent dreams
Grey clouds
Silver world

Faded clockwork, clicks
The hour passes, the hand ticks
And I awake into my dreams
Decadent reality, bursting seams

The clock now stops and forever so
Till I return but I shall not go
I'm Caught In The Fast Lane,
My Only Companion Your Ice Cold Touch.
So Afraid To Be Who You Really Are You Stay Shut Off And Cold,
Now You Have Me Trapped.
Stuck By Your Side,
Skipping Through Life At A Incredible Rate.
The Only Thing That Can Hurt Us Now Is You,
Your Ice Cold Touch.

Be Confident,
Be True,
Be Yourself.
I Shall Not Judge,
It's Not My Place To Criticize You,
And Even If It Was,
There Is Nothing To Judge,
You Are Pure Perfection.

I Will Be By Your Side Until We Reach The End,
The End Of This Motorway Known As Life.
All I Can Hope For Is That You Leave The Fast Lane,
Take A Slip Road And Adventure,
Take Some Time,
Otherwise Life Will Be Over Before We Can Even Enjoy It.

My Heaven Is Being Here With You,
So I Will Be With You No Matter What,
But Slow Down,
I Can't Enjoy This Time With You When You Are Just Skipping Through.
All I Want Is You,
You And More Time,
These Have Been The Most Amazing Few Month's Of My Life,
But They Have Felt Like Mere Day's,
Before We Know It Our Time Will Be Up And It Will Be Time To Say Goodbye,
And I'm Just Not Ready For That,
That Word Just Does Not Exist In My Vocabulary When I'm With You.
Don't Make Me Say Goodbye,
Not Yet,
Not Ever.
I'm so lonely,
All I want is a hand to hold,
A heart not so cold.
I'm standing here in the mist,
Looking for a light,
Nothing in sight.
I need a hug,
A reason to live.
As the blade draws deeper,
As the rope grows tighter,
I ask myself,
Will anyone notice?
I've been left,
I've been forgotten,
I'm no longer a friend just a mere acquaintance.
Sometimes I feel alive
sometimes I feel dead
sometimes my heart hurts
sometimes it's all in my head

Sometimes I feel lonely
sometimes I need my space
sometimes there are no problems
sometimes I've got too much to face

Sometimes things go right
sometimes things go wrong
sometimes I fit right in
sometimes I just don't belong

Sometimes I want to laugh
sometimes I want to cry
sometimes I want to live
sometimes I want to die

Sometimes I want to face life
sometimes I want to be gone from sight
sometimes I want to run
sometimes I want to fight

Sometimes I want to sing
sometimes I want to shout
sometimes I know the asnwer
sometimes I'm in doubt

Sometimes I'm happy
sometimes I'm sad
sometimes I'm scared
sometimes I'm mad

Sometimes I want to win
sometimes I want to lose
sometimes I listen to music
sometimes I watch the news

Sometimes I make decisions
sometimes I'm told what to do
sometimes I find life hard
sometimes so do you..
I Loved The Thought Of Being A Father,
I Wasn't Sure If I Was Ready To Make That Step But My Name Was Called,
I Felt Sure I Was Ready Then,
Cherishing The Thought.
Now I've Been Told,
Been Told That We Had A Abortion.
I Was So Confused,
How Could She Do This To Me Without Consultation.
That's When The Doctor Told Me,
Your Baby Is Dead.
I Swear In That Fraction Of A Second My World Crashed Down,
My Heart Withered And All Signs Of Hope Had Wilted.
I Didn't Realise That It's Not A Miscarriage Any More,
"We Changed The Name".
Could Have Fooled Me.
Now I'm Left,
Left Here On My Own,
She's Gone,
My Child Gone,
Love, Hope, Gone.
What Am I Left With Now.
I Feel Empty And Incomplete,
What Is This Feeling.
I Never Knew My Child,
So Why Do I Feel This Way,
I've Been Told I Would Make A Great Father And I Thought That Now Was My Chance.
How Wrong I Was.
I Want My Chance,
It's Not Fair.
All You Ever Hear Of Is Drugged Up Teen's Getting Pregnant,
And Here I Am Working,
Paying My Taxes,
Doing My Bit For The Community And Trying To Help.
But I Am The One Who Has My Child Taken Away,
In What World Does That Make Sense,
How Is This Fair.
That Child Would Have Been Loved And Cared For,
I Would Have Done Everything Possible To Provide What That Child Wanted And Needed,
Now They Have Taken Him Away.
I Hope That Wherever That Sweet Little Soul has Gone Is Better Than This Place,
No Worry Of Money,
Politic's,
War.
I Pray To The Heaven's To Look After My Child,
If Not There Shall Be No Hell That You Could Imagine Worse Than The One I Will Make You Experience.
So On This Sombre Note,
I Leave You,
Knowing,
Hoping,
That Out There Is My Child,
Most Likely Living A Better Life Than I Could Have Provided.
Now I Know What Pain Mean's.
Some of us walk through life happy,
some of us walk sad,
some of us walk lonely,
some of us walk mad.

We see glimpses of each other,
and think, 'Their judgment's off, '
but we hide ourselves undercovers,
and hope they'll buy our bluff.

Why do we laugh at anyone,
who shows their true self,
scoff at our brothers and sisters,
who put insecurity on a shelf?
You say we tried
Now we must say goodbye.
Tell me, what’s you definition of trying?
Goodbye, goodbye my dear friend
My feelings for you will never end...

Your final words are knives;
The knives you stick in my back.
Now my only antidote is crack,
As I slowly die inside,
I lay beside
The corpse of what use to be.
Now that you are free,
Stay away from me.
oh yes, i'm so happy
cause i get to hear your lies
i'm so happy
surprise!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you tell lies on me
i'm so happy
see?

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you call me names
i'm so happy
i'v fame!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you break your promises
i'm so happy
i'm joyous!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you gave me some attention
i'm so happy
i'm in heaven!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause i get to be used
i'm so happy
i'm amused!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you spare me a few minutes
i'm so happy
i must be nuts!

oh yes, i'm so happy
cause you let me love you
i'm so happy
i'm through with you!

oh yes, if i was so happy
cause of you
i'll be happier
now without you!
you can feel it in the air
charged energy wanting release
in the soul a hunger
knows no full or cease,

at night the dreams fuel
more than i could ever tell
desires that burn sun hot
whether from heaven or hell,

so the thought only grows
until it is all to feel
now to do the deed done
flesh turns fantasy real.
Happiness

Happiness uplifts you
Happiness fills your heart, your mind, and your soul

Happiness gives you the strength you need
Happiness is a great feeling that
Enters your mind
Happiness takes the sorrow away

Happiness fills you life with joy
Happiness makes you feel happy, excited,
And thrilled

Happiness warms your heart
It gives you a sense of relief

Happiness welcomes you

Happiness can be seen by a smile
And in your eyes
Twinkling with shine

Happiness is a very beautiful feeling
Which allows you to enjoy
Every day to the fullest
This beautiful Angel a goddess deemed friend,
Words sweeter than Crimson could ever be,
Flow from the mouth of this angel to me,
Her soul she writes in attempt to free the past,
caged in by thoughts she hasn't anywhere to go,
Thoughts whisper their words to her,
she writes them upon paper,
with Crimson inked by blood.

She's stained the minds of readers,
Her poetry fills with ink, it cuts and bleeds,
This friendship something more,
This angel shall be the light within a world I deemed dark,
This shadows been illuminated,
I can finally see past what I thought to be present.
My arm yet distant shall reach out to you,
consoling every hurt, reversing the empty,
My angel..... this friendship was always meant to be.
You Wore That Dress,
It Took My Breath,
It Hugged You,
So Tight.
That Beautiful Iridescent Shine,
Such A Complement To Your Figure,
To Your Eye's.
Your Lips So Full,
Eye So Blue,
You Lit Up The Room.
I Miss You,
It Was Cruel,
But I'm Glad You Are Happy.
You Deserved Better And He Is The Best.
I Still Remember The Time We Danced In The Rain,
The Way That Little Dress Stuck To Your Leg's,
The Way It Went See Through,
I Could See Your Underwear,
What Little It You Were Wearing,
I Miss Those Time's,
You Can't Say We Didn't Have A Good Time.
The Time We Just Lay In Bed Together,
We Didn't Speak,
We Didn't Have To,
The Connection So Intense.
All I Can Think Of Is You,
But I Can't Speak When You Are Near,
You Still Make My Heart Leap Into My Throat.
I Wish I Could See Those Dresses Once More Though,
To Be Blessed By The Sight Of Such Beauty Is Rare,
That Beautiful Two Tone Dress.
I Miss You But This You Shall Never Know,
It Is Time For Goodbye,
To Say Goodbye To My Friends,
My Job,
And That Little Ball Of Fuzz Maya.
It Feel's So Final,
It's Like The End Of A Chapter,
So Let's Write A New Script.
As the snow begins to fall,
As the hope begins to grow.
Our embrace grows tighter,
You finally realise a snuggle wasn't all that hard.
You've began to trust me,
This love is now coming true.
Maybe it will flourish,
A rare mountain flower that comes to be in the cold embrace.
Where is the passion they scream,
We look back and laugh.
I realise that what we share is more than could be told,
I realise that my heart was never cold.
Just on standby,
waiting for you.
Although a thousand leagues two hearts divide,
    That love has joined, the gulf is not so great
As that twixt two, who, dwelling side by side
    Behold between, the black abyss of Hate.
Why Is It When I'm Doing What Dogs Do,
What Dogs Are Designed To Do,
Then I'm A Bad Dog?

Why Is It When I'm Not Doing What Dogs Do,
Denying My Very Nature,
Then I'm A Good Dog?

Sniffing Strangers' *****; ******* Auntie's Leg;
******* To Say 'I Woz 'Ere' - That's What We Were Made For!
Sitting Still And Silent, Make No noise Or Smell,
Wearing Dainty Waistcoats - Just An Evil Joke!

Good Dog, Bad Dog - Why Can't We Decide,
Join Your Debate On The Meaning Of 'Good'?
We Dogs Can Emote And Intuit, Be Logical And Positive!
Philosophical Dogs, Unite!
You Have Nothing To Lose But Your...
Oh, Yes, You've Lost Them Already. ****.
When you deliver judgment
Take off you your heart.
When you fall in love
Take off you your brain.
They both are intruders.
So many ideas you have conceived
Either at work or leisure,
But you have not perceived, the idea of me.
I am the idea, unconceived, the idea of anti reason,
Upheaval-tumaltuous and juxtaposition.

I will break the old piece by piece
and create the new step by step, bit by bit.
i will stop the working of the logic and the reason,
with all the justification.
Your weakness gets to me
makes me want to rip
your heart from your chest
and trample on it
You are a coward
A fool to your own truth
a puppet on a string
being dangled
by your faithful followers
You never listen
Do you see my eyes glisten?
Can you see my angry soul? ,
my hungry mouth?
Do you feel the earthquake
in my heart as it bleeds out on the ground?
Do you even care?
Sometimes I wish you were never there
I hate you but I love you still
And I'm guessing I forever will
It takes a cruel soul to ignore
The meaning of the open door
The Pain I Have Grown To Know,
Grown To Love.

I Always Look Forward To This Pain,
It Tell's Me I Feel,
That I'm Real.

This Pain Bring's Me Closer To You,
You Don't Know,
I Wish I Could Tell You,
But You Wouldn't Understand.

See I Only Feel This Pain Around You.

It's Those Deep Blue Eye's,
That Beautiful Flowing Hair,
Your Amazing Figure,
Your Amazing Voice,
So Soothing And Evoking,
Your Personality,
So Cool And Caring,
Yet Fun And Provocative

Your Everything Any Mortal Being Could Ever Ask For,
But So Understated,
Your Smile Lighten's A Room,
But You All way's Seem Worried.

I Wish I Could Tell You The Way I Feel,
But It Is Not My Place,
I Shall Just Play The Waiting Game,
Maybe You Will Notice Me.
You like seeing me sweat,
You're a ***** who get's wet off seeing me fret,
You're power over me a prominent threat.

You're the ***** who likes mind games,
Constant fear and pains,
You're constantly on the prowl for possible gains.

You're the reason I live,
Constantly willing to give,
Forever willing to forgive.
I don't know how to say this,
The word's walking through my mind.
I can't put pen to paper,
The sentence I can't find,
For the feeling's deep inside my heart.
I pray to god above,
For the right words to tell you,
How much I have fallen in love
There are beautiful girls everywhere,
Some are stupid, and won't care,
Some are there just for a day,
Some are easy, some are game,
When you reach a mature age,
You will meet one that is wise,
A girl that is fun and true,
Will not give in, will be hard to rule,
She's not looking for a night,
She's looking for a brave true knight,
Shell refuse to play your game,
With all the players she does the same,
She knows what you're after,
But she'll want forever after,
She will scold you and test you and outwit your play,
If you're looking for easy then expect a delay,
Maybe you should walk away...Hot Shot!
She is pretty, and has a brain,
She will beat you at your own game,
Not only can her beauty captivate,
She has something special, it's called class,
She knows what she wants,
She's a perfect catch,
She is rare and born of the sun,
She will burn you with her rays,
If you catch one hold on tight,
She's a star born of daylight,
Shell be the one to light your night,
But be aware, stars like these are sought by many,
Like pink argyle diamonds, worth every penny,
Their value increases, with time,
So hold on with all your might,
You're in for the ride of your life!
True love that never dies, is the sparkle in her eyes,
She is the one, and will love you for the rest of her life.
Toned, muscular, powerful beasts.
This is the way the world chooses to see.
Outraged, aggression, and dangerous too.
Scared one day, they might bite you.
Not even a second, by the looks, instant fear.
This so called 'reputation' makes us tear.

Continue to breed,
Continue to Buy.
Opt. to put them on a chain so tight.
Opt. to make them fight.
Judging them, at just first sight.
Not bad dogs, just bad owners.
When will the world see the light?

Toned, masculine, powerful features.
Beautiful and intelligent creatures.
Ever so loving, ever so loyal.
So goofy, and eager to please.
Eager to love, Eager for affection.
This is the way the world should see.

A family dog, a protector.
A comedian in ways.
A runway model with natural beauty.
A visitor, for those in pain and lonely.
A caregiver for rehabilitation.
A simple, lasting smile,
A kind that sparks and stays for awhile.
A partner against crime.
A team mate whose there all the time.

A worker, a player to love you at best.
A companion beyond special.
A dog, beyond the rest.
A love, in life, with whatever is next.
A best friend, to say the least.
A Staffies not A beast.
Staffies are the best.
There are things we need to see,
Like newborn life and ice cream dreams,
All the things that ought to be free,
All the glory of love unconditionally redeems.

There is warmth we need to touch,
Like sunlight streaking through the clouds,
When our obscurity is too much,
The grace of love will beat all odds.

There are scents that take us back,
To campfire smoke and Christmas tree needles,
They remind us of all we lack,
And how surrounded with love we beat our evils.

There are words we long to hear,
When the noise of the world cries without care,
When our monsters have mastered our fear,
A verse of love the world must share.
I felt so trapped
all alone
I couldn't do it on my own

Everyday
I was pushed around
I was called names
hit to the ground

No one seemed to notice
or just didn't care
When I needed someone
no one was there

I cried every night
but no one could hear
Is it normal to live everyday in fear?

On the outside
it would seem like I was tough
On the inside
I was screaming
I’d had enough

It hurt so much
I was in so much pain
I wish it would stop
I'm going insane

I couldn't take any more
I walked out the next day
Expecting it to be my last

That's when it stuck me
When you struck me
Why don't I fight
Fight back for what I'm worth

That was it
You struck me one time to many
I exploded in a fit of rage

Before I regained control
I had destroyed you and your friends
Your ego's and your status
All gone because I fought back

You didn't stand a chance
A guy twice your size
With everything to lose
I felt bad at first

Now I know I did the world a favour
I changed you and your evil way's
You wont hurt anyone again
If I had to go through all that suffering
and humiliation again I would

Because I taught them
The Victim's
To fight back
What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?
Blue eyes so full of life
A wonder all of their own
So beautiful and precious
Oh to see those eyes smile
Such a beautiful sight
How I love to look into those eyes
When I look into them
A kind of peace comes over me
Beautiful blue eyes
Always haunting me
...teasing me
Reminding me of what I want...can't have
Why do they haunt me so
When will I be free of them
Constantly held captive by those blue eyes
Beautiful blue eyes
Always there
A reminder of what I want...can't have
Such beautiful blue eyes
Beautiful blue eyes...
As I peered into the eyes of the man who I knew to be my dad:
I saw nothing;
No honor, no strength,
No humanity, no compassion,
Nothing but a black hole,
created by lies,
broken promises,
and everlasting deception.
But as I took one last look... I realized,
that just because a man is given the title of a dad doesn’t make him one
My heart more scarred than my wrist,
I'm ready to give up now,
I got my answer and it's not the one that I wanted.
How am I going to do it this time,
Drink myself to death or take a swim,
Maybe I could just go to sleep and never wake up.
I already bleed,
Painting my wall's with crimson,
What will it take this time,
I feel cold,
I feel weak,
Maybe this is it.
This could be my last goodbye.
I don't know what to say,
I love you I always will and will be with you every step you take.
I have to go now I'm going cover up and go down the pub,
sit in that weaved sofa we both loved,
The one we both loved in.
Seem's fitting to lay to rest with a bottle of *** in our favourite spot,
Maybe you will realise then,
realise that everything I ever did was for you.
Our past was so big
filled with so many dreams
how can you just forget that
your nothing like it seems.

Was what we were
just a big lie
did you mean anything you said
or did you really mean goodbye?

It was so long ago
why can't i forget
I hate myself for loving you
never again will we be legit.

You hurt me so much
you don't even know
when will you grow up
and stop putting on a show.

There isn't any trust
between you and me
nothing to build on
we never were meant to be.

All of our memories
I want to be gone
Why can't I just erase you
from dusk til' dawn.

I hope one day
you realize what you miss
you won't ever again
find such a sweet kiss.

You say we're friends
but im done for good
cuz you don't treat friends
the way that you should.

My heart is mending
the one you decided to break
I never thought in a million years
you'd turn out to be a fake.

You took me for granted
you didn't think twice
you gambled with my heart
like you were rolling dice.

I'm moving on
and ill be strong
one day you'll realize
just how much you were wrong.
you never expect these words to come out my mouth.
slurs come out as a whisper but to you they shout.
only you and I can understand what this conflict is truly about.
your mind tries to stand firm as a blade of grass in a tornado of doubt.
naturally your physical expression shows your dismay and your intellectual drought.
but for you my verbal assault will never end, you had your chance, you dug your grave for you theres no way out.
I hope my words pierce your heart like a knife.
i hope these words cause you many years of mental strife.
cause God only knows the kind of role you played in my life.
no matter how vague this message might be, we both already know its too late for me.
But this message truly isn't meant to hurt you.
its to make you aware on the outcome of your actions on one child of two
hears my plea, but im not telling you what to do. reach that title called
'FATHER'
grab it, and take your cue.
In a relationship and I only see happy singles
Now I'm alone and only see happy couples
Funny how we don't appreciate the little things in life
Of course it hits when its gone

They always say it takes getting knocked down twice
to see it coming and feel ready
Yet everytime I'm in a relationship
I fall too fast and too hard
Over and Over again

I know I shouldn't complain
I've got my freedom
But everytime I see a couple
I regret every last kiss
and every first heartbreaks
To see all the wonders of this world
You must stay permanently in love,
With the firmament, the rocks and stars;
The ocean's rhythmic tidal caressings.

Don't let another day go by
Without paying homage to love,
Though it savage the heart, and give up your secrets
Counting each loss as the gain, of new vision..
Life is of essence to me so dear.
Today I must live and tomorrow not fear.
For if I live my life with the fullest intent
Then tomorrow will bring joy as a day well spent.

The quality of life to each individual
Is what he makes it unless he dwindles
For the most out of life comes from time well spent
As the days on our calendar of life are extent.

If I live today like tomorrow won't come
And make out of life the most joyous of fun
Then if I can live for just one more day
The time that I've spent has not crept away.

So to my fellow philosophers
Who live to love life,
Let not it be said I've loved once or twice
For I'll live my life as I see fit
and from the loves that I'll live in life
I'll be well spent.
Sometimes i feel like Ive lost you,
sometimes like we've never met,
at times i find myself remembering,
the things i know i should forget,
sometimes i sit back and wonder,
why I'm still around,
but i know theres gotta be something,
thats lost but will be found,

A confused heart,
cant love for sure,
a confused love,
is something that we endure,
a confused girl,
who's stuck in a state of hate,
cant love a confused boy,
who's apology came too late......
Even though I seem quiet and shy
I have a strength inside of me
I have the strength to say good-bye

If a friend had always been a lie
I would be heartbroken but I realize
I have the strength to say good-bye

Even if someone precious to me dies
My soul will be crying but give me time
For I have the strength to say good-bye

When my soul is lost and I want to cry
Over time I shall heal, for I know that I
Still have the strength to say good-bye
I glance in your direction
You look up to meet my gaze
We hold it for a moment
But I break what seemed to last for days
In fear you knew of my affection

I don't know HOW I looked away
But I did, even though I got lost in your eyes so blue
At any other time to look away would have seemed impossible
I guess I thought you would have seen-
What my eyes seemed to say

Yet I still seem to turn from you
But with a small smile on my face
As I think 'did you like me? -
Even in this case?
Did you have these feelings too?
True beauty is in the way he laughs
True beauty is in his eyes
True beauty is how he acts
True beauty is inside
True beauty is unseen
True beauty is only felt
True beauty is not mean
True beauty is himself
True beauty can't be cruel
True beauty is bare
True beauty within you
True beauty is always there
True beauty means true love
True beauty can't be baked up
True beauty is the flight of a dove
True beauty has no flaws
For True beauty is all that matters after all
I'm drowning in a pool of self loathing,
Had everything I needed...
Destroyed it with my greed and foolishness.
My rock and my love,
The thing that made my life worth it,
The person who made me feel like I mattered.
I've gained a girlfriend yet the void is still there,
I now realise that the love I felt for you will never be shown again.
Why is this so hard...
Why did I have to think with my ego and my ****!
I never expted that I would fall in love with you
before we could ever see how we would be together
before I really had enough time to tell you how I feel
our time has come to an end before it started
I put off telling you that I love you and want to be with you forever
but since you tried to help a freind our time has been cut short
I keep telling myself its not to late to tell you but im not
the one who can deside that now so tell me is it to late
to tell you that I Love You
My mind recall's the essence of your touch
Although I try to forget , I see you when I close my eyes
Your warmth and gentleness have engulfed my soul,
They illuminate even the darkest shadows of my being.

The forbidden love I have for you will not die,
Neither time nor man can stop my heart from beating,
My lips speaking your name.

Do not turn from me
For if I can be nothing more to you..
I desire just one breath that you take
To feel you completely, to be in your heart for one moment.

Perhaps one day you will treasure me
Hold me, Never leave me
Proving to me that my love is not in vain.
Demons banished in September,
Friends lost in January,
An Angel found in February.  

Fate may be more than a dream,
Karma more than a wish,
Hope may have its place still.

I was living life on a fibre of a rope,
But you gave me hope,
You cut my rope and gave me a place on yours.
who will gift
love from heart
to be received

as gifts
in return
for gifts

received
love embraces
receptive souls

love embraces
beating hearts
sharing minds
I Try To Be Happy...
But Depression Is Now My Best Friend.
My Only Friend.
I Was Once Told That I Had No Choice,
My Life Was On A Set Track.
I Didn't Believe This At The Time,
I Got Told The Same Thing Again Today,
I Still Don't Believe It.
For I Have The Very Powerful Word's Of A Very Talented Person,
They Are Almost Part Of Me And I Live By Them Day By Day.
Once I Accepted These Word's,
Accepted That My Life Will Be What I Want It To Be,
I New My Life Was Worth Living.

Now I Have Accepted The Fact That Nothing Is Impossible,
I Can Now Live My Life,
The Way It Should Be,
The Way I Want
After All It Is Not About How Hard You Can Get Hit,
It's About How Hard You Can Get Hit And Keep Moving Forward.

If You Let Someone Change You,
You Are Never Going To Win,
You Are Never Going To Get Anywhere In Life,
Because Let's Face It,
Life Isn't Fair.
So If One Person Can Change You,
Then Life Is Going To Get You On Your Knee's Begging.

Your Fate Is What You Make It,
So Don't Be Scared,
Never Back Down,
Never Change.
Well I'm sorry but I am who I am,
And most of all,
I'm sorry, I'm not sorry.
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