Beauty
It’s the first word that comes to mind when I think of what I have with you
Unsuspecting
I wasn’t looking for this
Yet it forced itself into my life
Breaking down the door
Tearing down my walls
And now Im standing here
Unprotected
Yet so safe and warm
How can that be so
I look into those blue diamonds of yours
And I feel as if I am drowning
Such beauty
Your soul is beautiful
I have never met someone such as you
You live life, truly live
Never a moment of hesitation in what you choose to do
How have I come to have you
In my life
Like the sun shining
Covering every part of me
In your bright warmth
Stay with me
Be mine
And Ill be yours

I wish you could understand
That this is not easy for me
Can you not see
How every particle of my being
Is pulled towards you
It’s as if breathing
Living
Just being
Is impossible without you
A moment without you by my side
Is an eternity in darkness
I did not want this
But somehow it found me
And now
Its all around me
Surrounding me
And It’s all I want
I fear this is all a dream
And when I wake you will be
Gone
And alone I will find myself
Once again
But if I am so lucky
And this is reality
Can you promise me
That when you do go
You will not break me
Into a million pieces
So that I may pull myself back together again
Maybe that I can one day be whole again
But until that day comes
You have all of me
My heart is yours

Glowing
That’s what everyone tells me I am doing
I am simply glowing
A reason?
Yes
That would be you
I am simply floating on air
My feet no longer touch this mundane earth
I am so light hearted
I have fallen for you
And you have caught me
Lifting me so high
Giving me hope
And joy
All this from you
A man I never suspected
Stood here all this time
And now its as if my eyes
Can finally see
Right here what’s before me
They say love is blind
Maybe they are right
Only time will tell
Everything that needs to be know

Sun shining
Warmth spreads over me
Gooseflesh covers my arms
I close my eyes
Inhaling deeply the scent of the sea
Looking up I watch as the waves crash around the rocky shore
The clouds roll in
I can smell the storm coming in on the wind
I sit up to leave
The fog has come in now covering everything around me
Something brushes my feet
Its cold
I look down
The tide has come in
How did it happen so quickly
I’ve lost all sense of time
The water rises fast
Pulling me in
I try to turn and walk to higher grounds
I slip
The waves are strong
Pulling me under
I am surrounded by glorious water
In a startled panic I reach for the surface
Air
I have run out of
I find the top
Gasping for air
It fills my lungs
I find I have been drug out to sea
I can no longer see the shore
A wave laps over me
Under Under Under I go
As my last breath is taken
I will myself to live
Pleading with the gods
Any who will listen
The salty water stings my eyes
Just as my last moments come
I find utter peace in all that is
This world I have found myself in is beautiful
A watery dungeon of beauty
I fall down deeper into the depths
Understanding that this shall be my prison
Excepting it
Understanding it
Wanting it
A mermaid I’ve become
A watery angel I shall be

Its a dark night Prince Charming
It hits me like a bullet to the chest
Every time I think of you
My heart pitters and patters and
I can’t seem to find rest
Every breath I breathe shortens and quickens
The air around me fills with static and electricity
Every time you step into the same room as I
My eyes are glued
I cant move
Every step closer to you
Sends my heart pounding
My head spinning
I lose all sense of logic
My nerves tingle at the lightest touch
Your hand pulls mine
And I am in your arms
The music fills the room
People close in around us
But all I can see
Is you and I
Reality fades and the dream envelops me
Dancing away with you
Time stands still
Until at last
It has come time to go home
For my carriage has turned into a pumpkin
And a princess I am no more
Until the next eve shall I see you
My prince charming
Will you wait for me

I write for love.
I write for sorrow.
Sometimes I even write to bring tomorrow.
I write for joy,
And I write for horror.
The things that I cannot bring myself to speak aloud.
They are always easier to write in a white cloud of papers.
The written word can bring more emotion than a single thought at times.
I write to make the world disappear.
To make myself pause and see the beautiful in the world.
There may be pain,
Love,
Joy,
And all other emotions in this life we lead day by day.
But they are all beautiful in there own way.
This is why I write,
To show the beauty in the world.
Such beauty can lie in not so far off places...

The Haunting thoughts of the Darkness I once knew won’t stop flashing across my memory.
It took the ones close to my heart,
Failing with only a few.
The ones that did fall were killed in cold blooded ******,
No warning,
No chance to say good-bye.
After watching these horrors,
Feeling the pain I've felt,
It then tried to take me.
But I wouldn't let it.
I have too much to live for and have yet to begin my Life.
All of the Pain and sorrow I've seen and felt…
It’s too much to have lived through to give up my life that easily.
I have to be strong for the ones who are still here
And Keep Fighting for the ones who cannot.
Sometimes it is inevitable.
There is no veering off the path life has dealt you, but there is always HOPE.
Though each day I will Remember what I and many others have lived through,
I will also hold in my memory the ones I've lost,
The ones many others have lost,
And the ones still here fighting this battle each day.
I am just recovering from the War that raged in my body,
My Scars penetrating deeper that the surface can show.
To the families and friends who have fought,
Won,
Lost,
And watched loved ones fight,
We are not in this fight Alone.
Someday,
Somehow,
I will help find a Cure,
Be it by charity,
Research,
Or word of mouth.
One day we will beat CANCER.
But don’t stop fighting,
You can never stop fighting.
Because the day we stop fighting,
Is the day we all lose.