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Allison Toby Jan 2012
I think its time
to say good night
I think you've changed
the way the road is paved

you smashed
your head
your foot
your fist

down my throat
through a bottomless pit

arranged a home
a hell
a seed.

In the depths of my heart you made my soul bleed.
In the depths of my heart you made my soul bleed.

Out of touch
out of time
out of reasons
out of rhymes

every since you've been gone.

Into my head
into the sea
hoping to find you
but instead

I found me.

And I wish that someone would have told me
what happened to counting to three?
I wish that someone would have told me.
That one day you would leave

and my heart would follow.

You lifted me up
When I was down
You’d find a way
To spin me round

Any time of day..

What can I say
What can I do
All I know
Is I love you

anyway....

And I wish that someone would have told me
what happened to counting to three?
I wish that someone would have told me.
That one day you would leave
and my heart would follow...

Seems I'm lost
Seems I'm found
Seems my hearts
Coming around…

At least for now…

I think its time
to say goodnight my friend
they'll be a time
to say hello again...
Also a song
Allison Toby Jan 2012
I have taken myself to far.
I have given myself over to
something to strong.

This frenzy
lifts me to my
fate.

Guides me to my
doom.

Into you.
Is where i will fall

Your hogging
the equilibrium

I see you
dying
to come out
and ruin me.
Allison Toby Jan 2012
and now that you've broken my heart
endless tears run down my face

and now that you've killed my soul
I am ******* till the end of time.

and now that you've tortured my mind
I can not take the pain.

and now as I cut my flesh
my life is filled with sorrow.

and now as tears run down my face
I just can't see tomorrow.

and now as this knife slits my wrist
the blood drips to the floor.

and now as everything goes black
I shall be no more.
Sorry, kinda depressing...but I always really like this one. (2002).
Allison Toby Jan 2012
The curtain slowly opens
an audience of one.

Exposing my emptiness
a stage as big as the sun.

Through an ocean of pain
hope floats above.

Amongst the falling rain
slowly filling it with love.
Allison Toby Jan 2012
Endless conversation
leads to an open door
revealing the horizon.

Endless. Into infinity
words fly, float, flutter, swoop
they fly!

Making love to molecular particles
beyond my ability to see
till they get caught in me ear.
and make love to me.

Words. Processed and pondered
ideas flow outwards from my lips
and get caught on the web that is your brain.

Captured now, and forever
stowed away in another plane
invisible it will sleep.

Soon it will awaken
morph
and embody a new reality.

Tangible.
As it stays on my mind, off the tongue, out of my mouth, into your ear, on its way
into your brain and out your mouth and on its way again into my ear...

Endless sharing of souls
Endless, and on through eternity.
It has reached the horizon.
Allison Toby Jan 2012
If you believe your life is dull
Dull it will become

If all you see is hate
Then fear will overcome

Love is all you need
From the infinite hand that feeds

From love stems all creation
All creation is love.

Bursting forth from the heart of god
light, dense and pure

The source of it all
The source is it all
All is one.

Open your eyes
We don’t have to live in the world our past has created for us

In your daydreams terror tricks you into sorrow
When tomorrow comes, you’ve already failed

Drowning, drowning in the sea black dust
No hope can be found anywhere

Reach higher
Reach higher, past the sky, past the stars above

Reach higher
See Every moment full of love

Reach higher
Into love

There is a mind we cannot comprehend
But I know I am safe in his hands

For when my expiration comes
Only then will I comprehend what I’ve done.

For when my time as come
My spirit will melt with the One.

My soul will mend,
and melt into One.
Allison Toby Jan 2012
The sun rises without fail
This I know, my senses show

Above my head it sails
As it glows, the wind blows

I see you rise, without fail
My senses show, this I know

You wake and put on your disguise
As you rose, the tide grows

There is no prize, at the end of their rainbow
It sure aint lined with no gold

Even your lies are not your own
Even your truth is not your own
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