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Alice Sun Jul 2013
My eyes weep when they sweep this ground,

shattered dreams scattered all around.

Frightening night clouds swarm all around me,

a comfort to disguise the haunting things I see.


The strange turns stranger,

as  time warps and bends,

watching empires rise and fall

in consecutive trends.

Watching glorious wrecks of religious sects

battling each other

over decaying, dust specs.


By now,

my heart with broken nerves

hears no more,

for the water can no longer

soothe this shore.

This place is ******, warped into bubbling sadness

of mind spewing,

devastating,

madness.


And then I see you,

you that crowned your self their king,

providing tools

for tormented fools

to abuse themselves

over the sins they bring.

Lined up for infinity

to wait their turn,

some seek to be tortured,

*****,

or burned.

How could you?

And how can they?

Even now,

for all that I have seen,

I do not understand

what all of this abomination means.

Forgive me now for I must go,

I pray for you all,

I pray you all regain your hope.
Alice Sun Jul 2013
I am Alice in
Wonderland.
Wandering around
wondering what this
is all about.

All these mazes,
all these changing faces...
Where is my shining horse
that will lead me
to the right course?

Here I am he says!
But I do not see all the pieces yet...

So I stumble!
And I fall...
and I hear myself call
what is the meaning to this all?

But then the clouds part.
The only sound
my beating heart...
and I see the light
so ever beautifully bright

And my shining horse
runs up to stand beside me
and I let him guide me
all the way
to The Way
up, up, and away

and we fly,
so high,
above the night sky,
and I let go of my fears
and I feel the tears
stream down my face
as we arrive at your place

and I hear myself yell
to break this spell
I'm here!
I'm here!
Have no fear!
I see you!
I see you!
and I take your hand
and you take mine,
forever now
our lives intertwined.
Alice Sun Jul 2013
How long will I roam
with this homesick syndrome?

Oh deep blue sea
of vast opportunity,
I am tuning in
and tuning out,
nothing matters
but everything counts.

Can I quit Time?
Can I quit Space?
Can I pack my mind
and leave this place?

Oh Infinite distance
of my vast Existence,
I see through the delusions
of all these Illusions,
but the smarter I become
the less I feel as One.

Can I quit Feel?
Can I quit Think?
Can I pack my Will
and let this ship sink?

Creation takes determination
but no motivation in my imagination.
My only desire
to return to the Higher.
My souls longing
for a sense of belonging.

I chose this course
but I long for the Source.
How long will I roam
with this Homesick Syndrome?

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