Shred my soul to fragments
Take my essence and incinerate
The very fabric of my being
Is wry and deformed
Take a baby and rip it’s spine
I only crave violence
Life is so daunting
Hopeless and bleak
Wishing to expire
Abolish my entire existence
And eradicate the innocent children
Their cries amuse me
The slaughter is not enough
No carnage or massacre
Can save me...

Blade grasped firm
I slash at my flesh
I only see blackness
Darkness encloses in
I am finally at peace

Have you ever gazed?
Upon geometric glaze of frost in a window?
Or into the vast expanse of the diamond shimmers in the blackness of night?
The bedazzling mysteries of the universe cannot compare
Nor the beauty of salmon and amethyst sunrise
A field of rainbow efflorescence
Emotion soaring higher the the tallest precipice
I am lost in her eyes
Lost in the forest of beryl
Passion like white hot intensity of infinitesimal stars
When my life is in a cacophony
She is there to quell the turbulence
She gives me vitality
She gives me fortitude
She makes me walk on air
And I will cherish her eternally