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Derrick Twidwell Mar 2014
wake me up with three words
this hell is so unbearable
youre voice would make it all bearable again
say them im pleading for forgiveness

you mean ever so much to me
can I just be your only one again
you are my only one to this day
ill never love anyone as I do you

can we turn the tides on us what we were
ive written to you so much
never able to hear my pleads
will my pleading ever cease

all I ever had in my mind was to make you smile
I did that so well in the past
what went so wrong
im so numb day in and day out with thoughts of you

you mean ever so much to me
can I just be your only one again
you are my only one to this day
ill never love anyone as I do you

I was always good enough
cuz you said you loved me
why was I so blind
questions just left in the air unanswered

wake me up with three words
this hell is so unbearable
youre voice would make it all bearable again
say them im pleading for forgiveness

you mean ever so much to me
can I just be your only one again
you are my only one to this day
ill never love anyone as I do you
Derrick Twidwell Mar 2014
Walked such a long lonely path
Met so many other lonely souls
Not a single word spoken
We just looked into each other eyes
We saw the tragic loneliness we share

Not all of just loneliness, still
One in a blue moon my smile is true
So bright it shines do you notice
Let it blind you of my sorrow and regrets
How long will this stay, don't disappear

Never the rebel
Stay to myself
Never speak my mind
They will never understand me
My mind is so misunderstood

I cant speak its timing is off by a mile
Stay in the silence and my solitude
It's such a cold damp cave my mind
My friends and family my blanket and pillow
Keep me warn all of you

I'm so lost in this world of misconceptions
So misleading I don't want to show it the way
Am I the only one with these eyes
That see all the atrocities of our world  
Someone say you can see this too

Never the rebel
Stay to myself
Never speak my mind
They will never understand me
My mind is so misunderstood
Derrick Twidwell Dec 2013
Twisting and turning through this restless night
if this is my lucid dream
why is my control so weak of it
I just want to control it to a reality

its all over now you and I isn't it
let our dreams together last forever
but can they truly last forever
I want this, you forever

you can end it all today
please don't end it all today
you still are all I desire in this hell of a home
make me your forever

to walk with you side by side hand held together
my only everlasting dream I so desire
you are my everlasting dream
can I be your everlasting dream

its all over now you and I isn't it
let our dreams together last forever
but can they truly last forever
I want this, you forever

to this day I will never forgive
to this painful day I will never forget
I cause this tragic ending
it has always been my fault everything

just to hear three words
is what will wake me from my nightmares
my tragic nightmares of you lost from me
will I find you in the lost and found I want to find you

its all over now you and I isn't it
let our dreams together last forever
but can they truly last forever
I want this, you forever

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