Roses may be red
And violets blue
But you know
My love for you
Was never true
And yeah ive gotta say
We had flare
We had rage
But what was i supposed to do
I didn’t love you
All im trying to say
Is dont get in my face
You knew from the start
I would never steal your heart

When what you’ve been through doesn't quite qualify
When you can’t explain it because its that unique
When you want help but are to worried you dont deserve it
When you don’t know how to ask
How do i know?

My finger on the trigger
Aiming at someones head
What if I’m the target

Im scared of the night
I know thats not right
How do i say
Its not just the day
So many what ifs
So many what about this
All those compromises
Im getting tired of this
I’d rather be knocked out
Than live this out
I cant take this anymore
The night is no more

3am on the roof
Not suicidal just want proof
I can be sad with out dying
I can be mad without trying
So here i sit 3am
And i wonder when
In the little time that passed
From further back in the past
To now
I started to look down
My mind wandered to what would happen
If i just sadden
A little more
Would i say what for
Would I make a sound
As i hit the ground
So i looked over the edge
And hoped to pledge
Tonight Was the best
I see the dawn as i tumble over
I never once looked back over my shoulder

Blade across skin
Another mark
Another sin
I remember the first
I didn’t know then
It would become a thirst
Just a little deeper
Just wanna see some blood
An addiction i cannot reverse
And it hurts

I know the consequences
I know the risk
But i cant stop this madness
I cant control me
My mind my thoughts
That makes three
Im an addict without a pen
Just a blade
And some skin

When times are dark
And friends are few
Turn to me
And I’ll love you

A while back i asked you a question
You’re answer never came
I guess i scared you a bit
I guess it was a sort of weird question
But know here i stand
Covered in blood
Weeping in sadness
Yet you dont see
You’re killing me

Unknown
My identity is unknown
Now i know you know
Who’s behind this show
But i have to say even if you know
You dont
You dont know me
If only
You could see
The real me

I like chips
But not for the reason you think
Chips are our thing
And i miss them

Sometimes it’s really hard to be calm
With voices yelling at you
Inside and out
With people telling you things
Telling you how to act
Telling you how to feel
It really makes it hard to stay calm

Thats another thing they tell you
Chill! It’s fine!
But you know
You know
Its not

So if i show up one day
And I’m completely fine
I don’t care about anything
And I'm just overall cool
Know that i lost a fight
With myself
And you won’t see me tomorrow

Sometimes i wonder
Where are you now
After all those things you did
Do you even remember
Oh well
I’ll live with the scars
I’ll live with the feelings
I just wish you could feel as i did
That first night
When you changed my life

sleep is scarce
now that i have said
those things
to you
i cannot explain
I'm scared
of you

The way you make me feel
I should go  
Steal your heart  
Keep it just out of reach
Take it away if you find it  
Just so you know  
How I felt
When I met you

You hurt me
But not as much  
As I hurt you

Our lives are so awful
Our lives so lawful
We all think we need to be accepted
Instead of thinking we should be connected  
Hi. My name is unworthy to meet you
I’m too blue
Hi. My name is stereotyped
You can see the words I’ve typed
Hi. My name is gone
I’m not a con

Our deaths are so celebrated  
Our lives so hated
We all want something  
It feels like nothing
Hi. My name is dead
I’ll rest in my bed

My sorrows will drown me
Don’t you see
The water that surrounds me
I’m in over my head  
You can see the dead
My life went to waste
It left no trace
My skin will burn  
You cannot earn  
A life to be
My life to me

I am the rain’s cloud
I wonder where the rain is now
I hear the pitter patter of rain
I see the other clouds with the rain
I wish I had the rain
I am the rain’s cloud

I feel raindrops fall to the ground
I want more of the rain
I worry the rain will leave me
I cry because the rain has left
I am the rains cloud

I understand now, the rain is back!
I say, “Stay! Please don’t ever leave again!”
I dream that I am the rain
I try to understand more but I don’t
I hope the rain won’t leave again
I am the rain’s cloud

I thunder and boom, “Why did you leave rain?!”
I scream because the rain has died
I hate that the rain left
I know I will never be happy again
I am not the rain’s cloud.

Sometimes i wish
I wish we could do this
I wish we could be
I wish you would be
I wish upon a stupid star
I hope upon an ugly jar
And these things
In their peace have made my day worse
Because wishes don’t come true
Dreams too

I’m sorry to yell
I’m sorry to scream
I’m not quite well
So it seems

I’m sorry to say
I’m sorry today
I’m screaming
But you’re still beaming

Can you even hear me
Singing this song of three
Don’t worry it’s fine
It’s all mine

I feel like you should know
This isn’t for show
Can you hear thee
If I speak of centuries

Will you hear me

Its like everything's on fire
I know thats dire
But I’m not kidding
Everything’s on fire
Okay maybe not literally
And maybe I'm being overdramatic
But I'm telling you
Everything’s on fire
In my mind the world is red
Everything burns and my skin is dead
There’s no real way to describe it
But as I said
Everything’s on fire