Sunshine Girl

Sunshine Girl Dec 2019

Overpower me.
Make me scream.
I want pain.

This body is yours.
Do what you wish.

No,
I promise.
I didn't mean to.
You're in charge,
I just,
.
.
.

I think I'm gonna go a little darker here and there hehe..

Sunshine Girl Dec 2019

Just one minute.

That's all I need.
One minute.
You don't have to speak.
Just listen?

I
Miss
You.
I know,
It's my fault.

Maggie, I miss you and I can't fix what happened. I doubt you'd listen. But I am sorry.

Sunshine Girl Dec 2019

Please

Take me as yours,
Please?

I'll be a good girl,
Maybe a bit bratty at times,
But I'll be good for you.

Pretty, pretty please?
Anything you ask,
Your wish is my command.

I'm happy I have this space of my own.
Maybe someone will find it fully one day.

Sunshine Girl Nov 2019

2019

Anger and frustration
Pushed me,
It stole my passion.
I look at it in a different light.

I fell apart a little,
We picked up the pieces.

I wouldn't change it, at all.

My dearest, thank you.
You helped me, more than anything.
I love you.

I am no longer who I once was, if that makes sense. I think I'm going ti start posting again a bit more.

Sunshine Girl Oct 2017

My World

Wake up
Walk dog
Get dressed
Brush teeth
Go to work
Clock in
Put on a smile
Deal with people
Scream internally
Make drinks
Make mocha
Clock out
Go home
Walk dog
Eat food
Watch T.V.
Play games
Go to sleep

Start again tomorrow

Sunshine Girl Aug 2016

Passing us by

Yet again it's suddenly August, the 8th month of the year.
Where did the rest of the year go?
It's almost gone.
This year has been amazing though!
Velcro and Matt have come into my life.
(Two adorable kittens)
I got engaged, I've started to feel more adult like.
Yet the year is still flying by!
I just want it all to slow down!
Well kind of, I want March to be here.
March 20, 2017 I change my name.

Sunshine Girl Nov 2015

Speeding

Thanksgiving hasn't even passed.
Your lights are up,
I can tell you're debating on the tree too.
But Thanksgiving isn't even here yet.
We try to skip the turkey and stuffing,
All because of the department stores.
They've been all Christmas-y since July!
Don't rush the holidays,
Stop and enjoy some turkey.