Maple syrup, two pancakes and grossly made hashbrowns...
you forever have a place in this life as a friend,
and a place in my heart.
for without you,
I wouldnt be as strong as I am nor be as wise.
I wouldnt be spending 50 bucks a month for confidence nor going out for our dates? coffee breaks from the world

Chai milk tea, boba of some sort, and you...
you changed me for the better, y/n
this might have been made on the fly and im tired as hell
i wanted you to understand that,
this big ol heart of mine,
cares more than you can dream
and loves you more than you can imagine...

It's fun to have crushes
I had one
2 years ago
We both liked each other
The day we said is now approaching
I am scared
He could have forgotten
I could have changed more than I let on
He's not star crossed
He was heaven on earth

Its been 2 years
We haven't really hung out
But we keep in contact really well
He could have changed, yes
And I could have too
but shouldn't I try once more?
Rekindle an old flame
One that burned brighter than SCL's
That one moved on
Why not go for the dream guy?
SCL and he wasn't that different
Guys who were everything I wanted and more

2 years...
Is that too much?
Is this a hopeless cause
Did I wait too long?
I hope not...
And my partner would understand too
So I invited them.
SCL, my partner, and him
What a disaster.
What a mess.

2 years.
Almost got engaged
Heartache and Joy
Maybe this flame can be rekindled
And if it's not, that is ok.
I will survive...

He fell asleep to me reading ballads
Ballads of love and joy
Ballads that were happy

He fell asleep and awoke
A bad dream, he says
Oh, 10 more so he may have sweet dreams

10 more, 10 more
Maybe this time I read mine.
Class rants and ballads for his sweet dreams

Maybe abusing sleepy meds, he says
So I worry that there would be no more dreams ever
so i write his family

A text yet still a note
On what there child is doing
And how it is concerning...

So i can decide 10 more,
To ease his mind
To put him asleep as David did with his songs

So he can say, 10 more
So he can understand me
on a different level than most

Truth be told
There is more
More than pesky feelings
And a pretty boy

Truth be told
There is a illiad of things
Ranging from my childhood to breaking a pattern
So much more than a pretty boy...

Much much more than a boy
Torn because i thought he was my soulmate
Yet, he thought another was his romantically
It is his life and i cannot control but platonics

Today I saw a shooting star
And I wished for you cause
If I'm the winter you are my spring
If I'm the darkness you are my light
When I'm worried you are my hope
No one makes me happy as you do
You are like an umbrella on a rainy day
Like a shade on a sunny day
Today I saw a shooting star
And I wished for you cause
If I'm the day you are my night
If I'm the earth you are my moon