Where is the motivation?

Finished high school, we got thru it.

Wanted to be a colleger, fought for the best

The best here ain't even the worst there.

Got it! Wanted to revive it.

But voices got shut. Actions, restrained.

Every bit, stained.

Worst is an understatement. Corruption, immense

It's got up to animals getting a share.

Electricity is like a goal in fergie-time, rare here.  

Got 99, battery saver turned on

Can't classify my fam as poor, still struggles to pay low bills.

Exams are fire, but we're readers.

Not reading the right things tho.

*** for marks? A normal thing

Illegality? It's legal here.

Nonsensitiveness? Get in here!

Did I ask "where is the motivation? "

Oops! Where are the necessities?

She's the life? May be.

Hogshit! I think we're twined.

Oh! I cry. Can't imagine her being wived.

Unfoggy, she keeps recurring.

Lo, I can't think better of it; a worry.

Doury, my loving.

I already had two tries. A third, should I?

A ton of flair,  cracking bucks.

Epitome of bliss, even when making diss.

Don't care what comes out, just a concept.

Changes my mood, better than ***.

Sometimes, the words; sometimes, the dance.

Sometimes, to focus; sometimes, to grind.

All in motion, slow or fast.

**** or meek, amoral.

Talented and consistent, guaranteed a fan.

Language, a non-barrier.

Universal, indeed.

Heart poured out, just to make a deed.

Without it, deader is life's breed.

Hmm, truly the weapon.