A fight
Yes there is a fight right there
But you can’t see it
My angel and my demon fight each other

How funny it is
Knowing that
There is no door
No single fragment to escape

I realize you are one of my grey
You are a grey that can be my demon not my angel
I confused…. I confused….
Once again who are you grey?

Are you my savior?
Are you my answers to all my questions?
Are the grey that become my friend?
Who are you?

I just wondering
I just dream of you
I just considering
I just and I just

Right you’re right there
Watching not knowing what happen
Yes you’re right there
Watching every single scene that you’ve catch

I saw blood everywhere
I was freak out
My life
My soul

It wasn’t there
It’s gone
It’s disappear
You are curious, right?

I’m trying to be strong
To be brave
But I can’t barely breath
They called it shock

But it’s not
I know myself better than anyone
You insist that you know me
Wait I want to laugh out loud

You tell me a lie to make me calm
You answer my question with question
You always and you always watching my move
What for?

Are you gonna tell the world,
That I am not worth it to become your friends
That I am not that important to you
That I am a trash that you can used everytime you need after that you throw it

I thought
Just my wildest thougth
I thougth that
They are my friends

But many people say they aren’t
How can they do like that you, they said
For half of year I annoyed that statement
Half of year I don’t believe that such things

But… but….
There is a big but in my head
There is a big question in my head
There is a big why and others thing

Well… well….
Another two months I was thinking about all the questions
You know what I found
The rest of the months I found an answer

The people say the truth
That’s me who didn’t understand what is a friend means
The answer is one
They are barricade for all of my ability that I can’t improve