I'm sorry for everything-
I've said,
I've done,
I've promised,
I've lied,
To you.
I'm sorry for telling you that,
I want,
I need,
I love,
You.
I'm sorry that i showed,
Too much affection,
Too much care,
Too much love,
Too much attention,
On you.
I'm sorry because you're always the answer to all these question:
Who i want?
Who i need?
Who i love?
* It always end with YOU. *

-J.D.P

Gusto ko malaman, mahal mo pa ba ako?
Kasi baka mamaya, pinagpalit mo na ako.
Gusto ko malaman, ngayon, ako pa ba?
Kasi baka mamaya, wala na palang pwedeng maging "tayo"

Yun lang naman, gusto kong malaman

j.d.p

Alam ko ikaw ay lilisan,
Iiwan ako ng walang pahintulot,
Ang pusong hindi pa handa,
Ikaw'y hahanap hanapin.

Pilit hinahanda ang sarili,
Upang pag ikaw'y lumisan,
Ito'y matanggap ng pusong,
Pilit isinasara mahalin ka.

Ngayon, ikaw'y lumayo na,
Bakit tila, hirap ang puson',
Iniwan tanggapin na wala ka na,
Sa aking piling.


Bakit kung kailan ako'y naghanda,
Dun naman labis ang sakit,
At dakot ng hapis sa aking puso,
Na iyong iniwan.*

J.D.P

I never saw someone brighten his face when he hears a girl's name,
I never heard someone to honestly tell someone they like, face-to-face,
I never thought that someone who's falling,
Can pick himself because of a girl.

But, is that what you call love?

When all of a sudden,
The smile turns to be fake,
The words turns to be a knife,
The thoughts turns to be a nightmare,
The feelings are surreal.

Is that what you call love?

Putting a girl who likes you in a situation that you can use her when the "love of your life" once turned her back on you?
You can't do that.
You just can't make someone feel special and you're going to say "she's an option."

Why does someone need to get hurt in this thing call "love"?
When they just simply want to feel the love that is tender yet pure.
A love that is so true, that will set you free.

She just want you to appreciate what kind of love she never intentions she'll get into,
A love that's breaking her right now, but also a love that can fix her once your love find it's way.

I just want to tell you, oh boy. If you have no plans of catching her, please, ******* leave her, i don't want her to waste every single moment of her life with you, especially if it's just going to break her heart in the end.

Dear, Mom.

They once said that
A mom's love is the best kind of love in this world.
But, when it comes to us, it was different.

Up until now,
I don't feel that you care about me,
But i realized, you never will.

It seems like i don't matter to you,
The fact you didn't fought for me,
Or leave an explanation why you left.


The pain you've caused me,
It's deep, unbearable and
wrecking.

Sometimes i ask myself
"What if she came back?"
Can i bare of seeing her?* *"No!"

If there's something i want to do or say,
I'm going to push you away,
For you have left me without a warning.

It's 23:40,
i finally accept the fact, you  *never did love me."

So, now. If you ever want to come back, please don't. It took 8 years for me to be whole again.

Now, i just want you to know. i loved you but it seems that it wasn't enough for you to stay.


j.d.p

and you let me feel,
that somehow and somewhere along the line,
there's a chance you will love me,
more than you **loved her