a flame on a fire pit
a pit of hope that carries
a flame of happiness
fire stayed brightly alone
until there was a person came
threw sticks in the pit
which grew brighter as the warm intensity
making everything warm with happiness
as the person kept throwing sticks on at the fire pit
the fire pit of hope grew so did the flame burning with passion
until the person left then the flame seemed shorter colder
seemed like it might go off with a single blow hoping for another person
to put some sticks to make it grow but nobody did so it went out
as the embers burns waiting hoping for something

A huge wall it protects from the outside
maybe sometimes it is there to much
but it protects me from danger
even if sometimes voices try to convince me
to open up so they could help me
but it did not work like last time

In a field of flowers
As the comfort of the grass settles your muscle
The sun warming your bones making you close your eyes
The peacefulness of the cool breeze of the air
A place, to breath, to think, to like, to not be judged
Only if it last forever only if I could forget the stress, the pain
Why not right now forget about the house and sleep in peace

hearing everyone talk or arguing hard to tell
don't know what to think or if your thinking
wanting to pulled your hair out but it is everywhere
the sounds of yelling you try to escape but you can't
then it goes away not the yelling but the feeling
the thoughts are gone so is the feeling
as you realized no one noticed because they are not paying attention
is this what it feels like to be truly alone?

a dark shadow that never leaves
always linger in the brightest moments waiting
for the darkness to fall ready for the pieces to fall in place
that causes every step to sink further in the shadows
until you see nothing as the shadows cover your light
that light that finds the way out the darkness you cover up
so others wont be lost in the same thing

once the tree forms then you must be free
find the three keys of your inner soul
the inner peace of calmness
the inner chaos of primalness
the inner spirit of wholeness
after you find the three keys you may be free
from the good and evil that binds you