hearing everyone talk or arguing hard to tell
don't know what to think or if your thinking
wanting to pulled your hair out but it is everywhere
the sounds of yelling you try to escape but you can't
then it goes away not the yelling but the feeling
the thoughts are gone so is the feeling
as you realized no one noticed because they are not paying attention
is this what it feels like to be truly alone?

a place in your mind where
moon shines brightly stars burn bright
when the sun comes out it is the perfect temperature
the grass is perfect the rocks are round
into it happened the earthquake of fear
the tornado of anger tsunami of despair
the rocks crumble the stars went cold and disappeared
the sun dimmed into nothing the grass decayed into dryless landscape
what is known as the darkness that touched your mind of the past memories
now they fade into a desert of nothing but sand of depression

a dark shadow that never leaves
always linger in the brightest moments waiting
for the darkness to fall ready for the pieces to fall in place
that causes every step to sink further in the shadows
until you see nothing as the shadows cover your light
that light that finds the way out the darkness you cover up
so others wont be lost in the same thing

once the tree forms then you must be free
find the three keys of your inner soul
the inner peace of calmness
the inner chaos of primalness
the inner spirit of wholeness
after you find the three keys you may be free
from the good and evil that binds you

watching others fall into darkness with me
but they don't see me on who i am
see the light that i don't have
i try to give them light
that i don't have maybe it will work
maybe i don't have to be alone
that if i speak to the ones falling

there once was a kid who thought that out of every badness comes a great goodness onetime he met creepy guy who told warned him not to trust everyone as you don't trust a wild snake the kid said out of every good deed there was a bad one the guy had nothing else to say then one day there was a group of kids and they went to him about a week later he was arrested and hanged because he believed that they had good in them but they blamed them for there mistakes he died as the old man attended his funeral he said trust many but not all