in a  dark place  but  
ones light that I can not reach
no matter how hard I try
so  I went and sat  down
thinking for what I have done wrong
but what I did not do right

the happiest person cries the darkest tear
the strongest break the easiest
the saddest have the happiest moment
the weakest have have the longest way
to be the strongest and the fearless

get what you want but why
why not get what you deserve
if you deserve an ice cream then get it
but every action has consequences
because that is what you deserve

hide the energy of sadness
with more energy
shut the emotions of fear and pain
only to be replaced by sadness
try to feel other happiness to hide the
sadness and pain so no one will
know how I feel today or tomorrow.

you down you get back up
Use wisdom instead of strength
You Are silent as the night goes on
Wisdom carries like your immortal
But sometimes someone sees you as evil
Like the venom that killed many
But you still are who you are

still standing from very little
surviving with almost nothing
still stand in the place i away did
endured the pain and suffering
still survived but did I on the inside
is like glass right now
people are walking one it
seeing if it would break

Light is fading, struggling to see why
I can’t see where i'm going
The colors are turning gray
Not seeing light anymore
Its gone with no light none at all
Then a faint one appeared far away
Is it real is some false hope
Ran to it finding out it was a light
Help me by Gave me some light to see
Now I won’t fall in the holes forming
Because of the light the grew
Until I left, I said my goodbyes
But it was not enough
It was happening again
The light was fading
Felt darker than before
The holes where everywhere around me
I had to move forward
Because i didn't see a reason why
But I gave up and sat there
Alone with no one but
The darkness itself