To run from the fruits that others want you to eat
To find peace in solitude but only to be followed
A follower people are following to a deeper hole
Only for the follower being brought deeper by others
To see statues staring at you deep within the hole
Only to look past you not even seeing you
Being constricted by others who want power
Causing you to be thrown after it's done

to find light after searches
to see dim light for the first time
squinting because it seemed bright
brighter than any sun if there was one
when the light goes after darkness consumes it
it becomes dark the same darkness
but it makes an ache that can't go away
searching again to find the same light

to grow strong one is growing weaker
as one dies one is reborn
as one is lost another is gained
to gain suffering also gains peace

to dream what is wanted but to lose want is gained
to find what is lost to only be lost
to get what you want to only lose what you got
to feel something to lose another light
to be correct to only do wrong
to find the truth but not get what you want
to find the meaning but to lose meaning

to hold the light
lets you know where to go
to find happiness
makes light burn brighter
to lose light makes it hard to see
makes sadness appear
while your lost with despair

When I fell in the hole it was there
it picked me up and shaped me
but now I tried to run but it always there
nothing I can see as it guides me through the darkest times
I tried to get away
It keeps guiding me through the darkest times
now I wonder if I should run

One more time
I would like a kiss
One more time
I would do anything to see you again
Just one more time
I like to see you face
Only if I did not miss that chance