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adakalanya kita perlu menangis agar kita tau , hidup ini bukan sekedar tawa.

ada kalanya kita perlu tawa agar kita tau mahalnya nilai air mata.

syukurlah karena ada yang menyakitimu , karena dia mengajarimu arti tabah .

syukurlah karena ada yang tak memperdulikanmu karena dia mengajarimu berdikari .

syukurlah jika ada yang menjatuhkan mu karena dia menghebatkan mu untuk terus bangun lagi .

syukurlah karenanya ada yang menyiksamu karena dia mengajarimu kesabaran dan ketabahan merupakan ujian yang harus kita lalui agar mencapai tingkat takwa

REVA
Your smile still clearly remember,
always appear as if nothing had gone from me.
Takan easily I could forget everything that happened ...
Between you and me, between the two of us.
Now there was no news from you,
Now you've gone away from me.
All living story between you and me.
When a time when we are still wearing gray skirt.
Sitting on the front row.
Absent when school hours.
Waiting in front of the women's restroom,
Laughing and sharing stories together ..
Canda that you provided at that time,
Leave me a false sense ..
Really ... I miss you ...
Until it hurt.

Dear Nakama ...
      You just take it, from now on I'm not the angry, upset, sad, jealous, envious, or annoyed when you're dealing with him. I'm fine. A

Dear Nakama ...
      Now, you can do anything to her as you please. After all, I've forgotten all about that feeling, I've been able to rise up from this slump. So, there is no longer any reason for you to keep?

Dear Nakama ...
      I miss you, Do not want to see you like this, why are you like this?

Dear Nakama ...
      After all, we've promised each other never hurt each other,   will continue to call and do not lose the relationship? And now, I want to charge that promise ...

Dear Nakama ...
      Here I'm sad. But hopefully, you fine ...

Dear Nakama ...
      What I can not figure out how things are going? But is not it a natural thing between their friendship? I do not want to lose "my friend", I do not want to lose a "friend", and I do not want to lose "my brother" ...   : '(

Dear Nakama ...
      So far only you who can understand me, trust me, and loves me with a sincere heart. I will always strive to be able to be like that ...

Dear Nakama ...
      Every day I hoard sad, hiding pain, accommodating miss, save disappointment, gather anxiety, and continue to swallow the tears just for you ...

Dear Nakama ...
      Blurred vision, my movements stiff, my legs tired, my hands are frozen, my tongue numb, tears continued to fall, and for a moment I felt my whole world fell apart when I know you're trying to get away ...

Dear Nakama ...
      What should I do to make you want to go back? The moments where I have not known him, the moments in which I was a little girl who was plain and did not know love, the moments in which we often talk about our favorite cartoons!

Dear Nakama ...
      I'm sorry, this is clearly my fault. And stupid again, I just realized it now. Forgive me if I make a mistake that makes you hurt. Errors that on purpose or not on purpose ...
May you deign to forgive me ...

Can you feel it?
There's something I want to say
please ... Listen!
I love you and still loving you
even without a cue that was never understood
, however, understood, that I love you even though simple. I have lost the blue lake biased and I do not have all the beauty else would I give you this simple love only that I had. Before night fell asleep, and the morning before I want to tell you that I love Though sedewrhana. So, Will you love me now?

I miss her..
I miss her when we laughed together
I miss her..
I miss her
I miss her

Dear Nakama...
      Kau tenang saja, mulai sekarang aku tak kan marah, kesal, sedih, cemburu, iri, ataupun jengkel saat kau berhubungan dengan Dia. Aku tak apa-apa. J

Dear Nakama...
      Sekarang, kau bisa melakukan apa saja sesuka hatimu padanya. Toh, Aku sudah melupakan semua perasaan itu, Aku sudah bisa bangkit dari keterpurukan ini. Jadi, tak ada lagi alasan untuk mu menjauhkan?

Dear Nakama...
      Aku merindukanmu, Tak ingin melihat kau seperti ini, mengapa kau seperti ini? L

Dear Nakama...
      Bukankah, kita sudah saling berjanji takkan pernah saling menyakiti,  akan terus menghubungi dan jangan sampai hilang hubungan? Dan sekarang, Aku ingin menagih janji itu...

Dear Nakama...
      Aku di sini sedang sedih. Tapi semoga, Kau baik-baik saja...

Dear Nakama...
      Apakah aku tidak boleh mengetahui keadaanmu? Tapi, bukankah itu suatu hal yang wajar di antara hubungan persahabatan? Aku tak mau kehilangan “TEMANKU”, aku tak mau kehilangan “SAHABATKU”, dan Aku tak mau kehilangan “KAKAKKU”...  :’(

Dear Nakama...
      Selama ini hanya Kau orang yang bisa mengerti Aku, mempercayaiku, dan menyayangiku dengan setulus hati. Akupun Selalu berusaha agar bisa menjadi seperti itu...

Dear Nakama...
      Setiap hari aku menimbun sedih, menyembunyikan sakit, menampung rindu, menabung kekecewaan, mengumpulkan kegelisahan, dan terus menelan air mata hanya untukmu...

Dear Nakama...
      Pandanganku kabur, pergerakanku kaku, kakiku lesu, tanganku beku, lidahku kelu, air mata terus jatuh, dan sesaat aku merasa duniaku runtuh ketika mengetahui kau sedang berusaha menjauh...

Dear Nakama...
      Apa yang harus ku lakukan agar kau mau kembali seperti dulu? Saat-saat di mana Aku belum mengenalnya, saat-saat di mana aku masih menjadi gadis kecil yang polos dan tidak mengenal cinta, saat-saat di mana kita sering berbincang tentang kartun kesukaan kita!

Dear Nakama...
      Aku minta maaf, jelas-jelas ini salahku. Dan bodohnya lagi, Aku baru menyadarinya sekarang. Maafkan Aku jika Aku melakukan kesalahan yang membuatmu tersakiti. Kesalahan yang di sengaja maupun tidak di sengaja...
Semoga kau berkenan untuk memaafkanku...
Sahabatmu : Haruna J