Should I
Care
Love
Hate
Feel
Be happy
Be sad
Feel angry
Feel blissful
Should I even be here

My winter storm
As cold as ice
Hail pouring
As hard as stones
The wind howls
Drowning all sounds
The sky
Darkening before My eyes
Everything is frozen over
Nothing has a drop of life
Time stops
Everything has been consumed
By My winter storm

I am Me
I am not you
I am not her
I am not him

I am Me
I do not want to be you
I do not want to be her
I do not want to be him
I just want to be Me

Amy
Brian
Cynthia
Denise
Errol
Frank
Gigi
Hector
Izzy
Jazzy
Kara
­Leo
Matt
Nick
Oscar
Patricia
Quintanilla
Richard
Summer
Trish
U(n­o one)
Veronica
Williams
X(no one)
Y(no one)
Z(no one)

****
Unique
Majestic
Magnificent
Exciting
Real

Strong
Kindhearte­d
Yummy
Extraordinary

Once upon a time
The end

It starts with "Hi"
We then talked
As time passed by
We knew each other
Inside and out

We went out together
Did things together
Shared our secrets
Our strengths
Our weakness

We confessed our love
We said "Yes" to each other
We fell deeper
Together we smiled more
Then we have ever had before

Our first kiss
Tears of joy flowed
I held you in My arms
You felt safe there
Our hearts synced

We embraced
Felt each others bodies
Caressed one another
Explored each other

We then became one
Hand in hand
Lips to lips
Our body embraced closer
We lusted for one another

We proposed to each other
We both said "I do" happily
We've became even more
We looked to our future
Together forever

Time passes
We slowly fell apart
We fought more
We loved less
We cried

Here we are now
You're no longer here
I'm no longer there
You moved on
I haven't

You found a new life
I'm trapped in the pass
You're happy now
I miserable now
We ended it with "Bye"

Happy
Sad
Anger
Love
Hate
Envy
Lust
Numb
Content
Satisfied
Disgus­ted
Caring
Careless
Cautious
Reckless
Excited
Tired
Rage
Calm
Str­ong
Weak
Lost
Confined
Free
Jealousy
Nice
Naughty

You're there when no one else is
You've helped Me up
When I fell down
You helped lick My wounds
You wiped My tears away
You made Me smile
When things were hard
You held Me
The way I always wanted to be held
You're playful
When I needed to cheer up
You have a warm tender heart
It understands what My heart is
The state that it is in
Without knowing it
You've become the great bonfire
In this cold dark world of Mine

You asked
I helped you
I asked
You declined

You cried
When you're alone
I wiped those tears away
Held you so you wouldn't be

I cried
When I was alone
You looked at Me
Only to say "Sorry"

Yet you still ask
I helped you
I asked you
You decline

Tell Me
What you want
What you desire
I will give

You continue to ask
I continue to give
I stopped asking
I only listen

When you need someone
I'll be there for you
When I need someone
I'll be alone

You want
I gave
I want
I get nothing

You want
I gave all I could
What I want
You give to another

Yet you still ask
Yet I still give
I am your tool
Use Me as you see fit

I love her
At one point
She did love me
At this time
She no longer does

I can't get over her
She's moving on
I cry and weep
She becomes happy

My world crumbles
As her's grows
My foundation withers
Her's blossoms beautifully

I love her still
She no longer does
I see the beauty in her
She sees the ugly in me

I will always love her
She will never return
I'll remember her
She will forget Me

I love her
She loves me not

I feel dead
Am I dead?
There's no warmth
It's cold
Nobody is there
It's just me alone

I look at the blade
I pick it up
I press it against my skin
I see the crimson
I'm not dead

I'm in pain
I'm not dead