This days

This days I've gotten stronger

This days I don't trust much

This days I don't get hurt as easily  

This days I've been revealed  the kind of ppl surrounding me

Who they really are

This days I've been strong and strict on my friendhips

This days I have dealt with a lot

This days I just haven't cared about the problems around me

This days I have lost the strength to talk to others

This days I have but all the strength towards  me something new that I've never done and I feel better than b4

some say that pain is inevitable when it comes to love
that you're bound to get hurt one way or the other
that you're no match for the force of human nature,
that is to hurt the ones you love

i say—let it.
let it scar.
let it hurt.
—and let it hurt badly.

leave me broken
and leave me crying
leave me lonely
and leave me dying

because if love means waiting years and years
just to spend one fraction of a moment
where we belong to each other
then all of the wait
and all the weight on our shoulders
would be worth everything
we've been trying so hard to resist.

Pain is all you feel

Pain you say I laugh and say you don't know pain.

You say your in so much pain as I laugh.

Don't Mock me

You have given me pain .

I've gotten to know pain
Num pain
**** pain
Indoor pain

I don't want to talk about you anymore you have cost me enough pain

Sometimes I just wish, I could sleep until the death of me
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here and live each day a lie,
When all I want to do is close my eyes and die?
I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.
I plead with you now mum, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.
Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may seem ungrateful, but this life's not meant for me.
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.

It's all over

Sorry for the days gone by with the secrets I never shared at the time

Sorry for the heart burns I've cost you because of my feelings for you

I'm sorry

I'd never thought my feelings would be such a bad thing

Sorry for the troubles you go through and the thoughts that run through your head

The pain and agony  you go through  because of the thoughts of you hurting me

We are only human nothing is truelly perfect but we make it work

Sorry for the heartache  you get through the running thoughts of the feelings  I get while being next to you

                   I'd just thought id apologize for this special thoughts of loving you the way ud never experienced and never thought that could be real

I we'll stay and fight intell the end

I we'll not give up on something that changed my life

I never give up untill I know  for sure

I love being by your side talking to you

I never want to give up because  im truely lost in you

My full attention lays on you

My full honesty  is on you

My full gratitude is on you

My love

My heart

My mind

My soul

My all I give to you because I love you and your my all

Can you blame me
Theirs things that can not be blamed
Theirs ways that u can not act to say...

If u cant do much but say word because
of a obstacle in the way what may I do ....

But say word that I can prove but yet not do you push and push so I back away little by little ....

You can not blame me...

For their I can only say
If I knew more creative ways to not use word but show you I'd be happy to ......

But I think I've done everything  to show my words in prove and actions...