Whats the meaning of this?
Back and forth, Back and forth,
Go for a burning swim, knowing the sole result, knowing the risks,
All that I stand for, all that im worth,
I go back to her, I will not win, im just another hopeless romantic
Blindly repeating a burning swim, I keep thinking I can change her mind
Maybe my heart will change the stormy skies,
Only to make them darker and make me want, and want her even more,
Im clouding my world with darkness, swimming in a fiery abyss,
Like a moth to a flame, immensely lothing, but urging again and again that Maybe she will care like I do and I'll feel something other than pain
Why do I do this, how can I be so hipocritical,
I overthink so hard I become dizzy and weary, just a mothly fool,
I dont need her, I want her, but she she doesnt want me, I just abuse Myself like a tool...
    
The more I scar, and feel her hurt me, the more I want, and even more.

She will be the bitter death of me, In Flames, and In Scorched, for as

long

as forever,

I will be eternally sore.

I dont have issues, I dont have problems
That look of pity, like I carry sadness and you wish to solve them,
**** your pity!
Im exactley where I want to be, all Ineed is the ones I want, and me,
No more looks, no more pity, no more trying to help
I am a helper, I am an open book, you just forgot how read
I dont need help, im not alone
Maybe I just dont want to be perceived.

Her Youth is just a fraction of what she has and deems
The light that you see in her soul is an auroma that exceeds
All evils rights and motives to bring darkness and displease
If I have felt true purity along with a heart to remain good
It is this girl, no this women, the one to go against the sin
If a flood were to take her, then she shall flow with it peacefully, she would
She is truly divine, so simple and amazing like that of a straight rainbow existing in the sky
I must be the guy aloud to love and cherish her, I must win
The day I let her know I can love her more than anyone else
is the day I let this Endless Beauty consume me and overpower all the sin and release the peace I hide within

Falling so fast air emits sound,
All you see is is endless blue,
No point in avoiding it, you know your bound,
Memories comfort you in a cacoon,
Only to ease the unchangeable, its coming soon,
Crows screech for you at the ground
Sad story, this is the ending sound
Stay calm, I am no coward, this I accept
I just wish I could've told.....(dead)

It is only through love and death, that we remain truly sincere,
Through pain and relief that our souls stay here,
This is what it means to be human

On distant skies off,
and all alone,
Its loneliness that creeps up,
In my hearts solemn home,
Began to fall,
Trying to find my way back up,
Without the help of another,
I know im stuck.
               (ITS A NIGHTMARE OF ENDLESS TERROR)
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