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2.0k · Oct 2013
Care
Zara Oct 2013
No matter what

You said
Or did

I just can't
Bring myself

To ignore you
Treat you like
A stranger

When I have cared
For you
Too much

Once I do
I never stop caring

You should know
Better than anyone

*You made me this way
1.2k · Jul 2013
A curious affair
Zara Jul 2013
I was walking down the stair
when I saw you there
your mane of hair
and haunting eyes were so gorgeous I swear
it made me stare
I didn't realize there was a pear
so I tumbled down the stair

I was flailing through the air
screaming in despair
cursing my impair
I'll be crushed like that pear
and you didn't even care
I closed my eyes in prepare
will my life end on this stair?

Suddenly you were there
catching me in your arms with care
as strong as a bear
you gave me a stare
your eyes shone with care
and I knew that no one could compare
the bond that we share
1.1k · Oct 2013
Heartbreak
Zara Oct 2013
Quivering lips
Teary eyes
Blotched face

All these, honey
Are symptoms
Of heartbreak
936 · Jul 2013
What we've become
Zara Jul 2013
Now we're just
Friends in passing

You'd say "hi"
And I'd say "hello"

That's it

No more
Midnight conversations
No more
Inside jokes
No more
Secret knowing glances
No more
Heartfelt confessions
No more
Tender moments

No more
Us
Best friends

Now we're just
Strangers
Who once held each other's hearts
In their palms
I miss us.
922 · Jul 2013
It's so easy
Zara Jul 2013
It's so easy
being around you
every time I see you
I see home

It's so easy
to feel at ease
lose my restraints
be free
around you

It's so easy
to forget
the world
the darkness
the rain
the pain
when I'm with you

It's so easy
to love you
the light of my life

It's so easy
to remember
our laughter
our good times
our memories

It's so hard
to realize
how I meant nothing
to you
you tossed me away
like I'm worthless

It's so easy
how we fell off the track
of our future
that we planned

It's so easy
how you forgot
the promises you made
that you swore
you'll never break

It's so easy
to hate you
resent you
fill my heart with hatred
act like you destroyed me
my heart
my soul

but it's never easy
to forget you

I'll never forget
our time together
my time with you
824 · Aug 2013
hurt
Zara Aug 2013
"Everything is possible
to the believing heart"

the question is

are you willing*
to believe?

you heart
is safe
intact

after giving it
away?
816 · Jul 2013
-
Zara Jul 2013
-
Roses are red
violets are blue
it's so hard to admit
that I love you

Strawberries are red
blueberries are blue
I wasn't told
that you love me too
786 · Aug 2013
Sorry
Zara Aug 2013
I'm sorry
for messing things up

I'm sorry
for making you sad

I'm sorry
for hurting you

I'm sorry
for not realizing

*I'm sorry
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
740 · Sep 2013
What happened to us?
Zara Sep 2013
we used to be as close
as the sea and the shore
the world is nothing
against us
we tore apart all the expectations
and made our own
inseparable and honest
that was our motto
but one day
we started drifting apart
like there is this
invisible wall
acting as a barrier
between us
we confronted each other
tried breaking down the wall
I guess it didn't worked
I tried hard enough
maybe you didn't
maybe you just stopped caring
a feat I could've never done
as you were my friend
my best friend
maybe our friendship
was meant to end this way
maybe I did mistakes
maybe you did
maybe we both did
but it doesn't matter anymore
as there's nothing worth saving
not anymore
714 · Jul 2013
It's one of those nights
Zara Jul 2013
It's one of those nights
where I crave for you
your bright eyes
your wide smile
your messy hair
how you cheer me up
make me forget
all my pain
your touch
is like fire on my skin
sends my blood racing
the way you hold me
in your arms
I feel safe
appeased
at home
this longing in my heart
hurts so bad
all those are nothing but
memories in the rain
709 · Jul 2013
giving up
Zara Jul 2013
my life
my heart
are filled with rain
sorrow
pain
guilt

it has been like this
since the day
my world changed
turned upside down

I lost everything
my purposes
I had no reason
to continue living
this pathetic life
of mine
all hope is gone
darkness prevailed

but then
you came

the light
at the end of the tunnel
the white moon
at night time
my savior

thanks to you
the rain
has stopped
686 · Oct 2013
You never knew
Zara Oct 2013
I hide my pain
Behind laughters

Making jokes
About you and her
Like I don't care

Sleepless nights
Planning so that
She'll be yours

"This is what
best friends are for,"
I whispered

You grinned
In gratitude

Everything's okay

I just can't
Let you get hurt

Even if it means
Hurting myself

I saw you
Confessing your love
To her

As she threw her arms
Around your neck
And kissed you

I smiled
As my heart cracked

Eyes filled
With unshed tears
631 · Aug 2013
well is it?
Zara Aug 2013
pain
agony
sadness
grieve
misunderstandings
conflicts
endless drama

Is this life?
591 · Dec 2013
feelings
Zara Dec 2013
I hate it
When I feel
Like maybe secretly
Nobody really cares
I'm so deprived
So I imagine
That they do
589 · Aug 2013
crushed
Zara Aug 2013
I guess
at the end

I'm just nobody

another girl

you flirted with
sweet talked

gave her heart
willingly

just one of
the many hearts
you've broke

you didn't even care
573 · Dec 2013
Don't
Zara Dec 2013
You don't know
What it's like

To be sneered at
To be judged

For your looks
Your body size
Your height
Your intelligence
The whole idea of yourself

How would you
Even come close
To understanding
When you were born perfect
Unlike me

That's something
You'll never ever understand

So don't act
Like you "get" me
'Cause you *don't
572 · Jul 2013
Painful Departures
Zara Jul 2013
She still remembers
his promises
before he left
risking his life
for their country
their family
their future
for her
they were
promises of a lifetime
she kept living
for those promises
she waited
and waited
in the end
he left her
all alone
hurting
mourning
for him
for the death
of her soul mate
the reason she's living
she cried
and cried
until she was empty
she decided to end
her misery
an eternity without him
is like hell on earth
like putting salt in her cuts
because
she can't catch up
with the speed of the world
without him in it
560 · Aug 2013
Ponderings
Zara Aug 2013
I wonder
what it feels
having the whole world
at your feet

likable
beauty
wealth
intelligence

a horde
of admirers
trailing behind

life seems perfect
unlike mine
543 · Jul 2013
I still remember
Zara Jul 2013
I still remember
the way
you made me smile
you brought me up
on my lowest days

I still remember
how our eyes met
from across the room
the laughter in them
your amused face
the twitching of your lips
trying not to release
that crooked smile of yours

I still remember
your striking clear eyes
our silent conversations
conveyed through our eyes

All of them
are nothing more
than memories

You left me all alone
in utter despair
but I won't stop
remembering
528 · Dec 2013
Empty
Zara Dec 2013
"It's okay,
you'll find someone
soon."*

How sure are you?

What if
I end up all alone?

In my loneliness
I'll blame you

For planting
That tiny seed of hope
Inside my fragile heart
477 · Jul 2013
wishes
Zara Jul 2013
I wish
we could freeze time
and stay this way
forever
for an eternity

I wish
that you and I
will be together
heart and soul
for the rest of our lives

I wish
for a lot of things
dreams
but wishes
don't always come true
454 · Apr 2018
love scenario
Zara Apr 2018
it's inevitable,
our parting.

we were good,
with each other,
were.

as much as it will hurt,
if it were to end today,
i'm okay.

we were in love,
we met,
that's good enough.

i loved you.
inspired by ikon's love scenario; beautiful song.
448 · Oct 2013
why
Zara Oct 2013
why
Why does it takes
So little time
To love

But an eternity
To stop loving?
428 · Aug 2013
You
Zara Aug 2013
You
Your words
gave strength

Your actions
showed love

Your betrayal
proved pain
204 · Apr 2018
;
Zara Apr 2018
;
i am accompanied by tears,
as i stare at my peers,
longing for someone dear.

you.

who are brighter than the shooting stars.

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