we used to be as close as the sea and the shore the world is nothing against us we tore apart all the expectations and made our own inseparable and honest that was our motto but one day we started drifting apart like there is this invisible wall acting as a barrier between us we confronted each other tried breaking down the wall I guess it didn't worked I tried hard enough maybe you didn't maybe you just stopped caring a feat I could've never done as you were my friend my best friend maybe our friendship was meant to end this way maybe I did mistakes maybe you did maybe we both did but it doesn't matter anymore as there's nothing worth saving not anymore
I still remember the way you made me smile you brought me up on my lowest days
I still remember how our eyes met from across the room the laughter in them your amused face the twitching of your lips trying not to release that crooked smile of yours
I still remember your striking clear eyes our silent conversations conveyed through our eyes
All of them are nothing more than memories
You left me all alone in utter despair but I won't stop remembering
I was walking down the stair when I saw you there your mane of hair and haunting eyes were so gorgeous I swear it made me stare I didn't realize there was a pear so I tumbled down the stair
I was flailing through the air screaming in despair cursing my impair I'll be crushed like that pear and you didn't even care I closed my eyes in prepare will my life end on this stair?
Suddenly you were there catching me in your arms with care as strong as a bear you gave me a stare your eyes shone with care and I knew that no one could compare the bond that we share
It's one of those nights where I crave for you your bright eyes your wide smile your messy hair how you cheer me up make me forget all my pain your touch is like fire on my skin sends my blood racing the way you hold me in your arms I feel safe appeased at home this longing in my heart hurts so bad all those are nothing but memories in the rain
She still remembers his promises before he left risking his life for their country their family their future for her they were promises of a lifetime she kept living for those promises she waited and waited in the end he left her all alone hurting mourning for him for the death of her soul mate the reason she's living she cried and cried until she was empty she decided to end her misery an eternity without him is like hell on earth like putting salt in her cuts because she can't catch up with the speed of the world without him in it