She still remembers
his promises
before he left
risking his life
for their country
their family
their future
for her
they were
promises of a lifetime
she kept living
for those promises
she waited
and waited
in the end
he left her
all alone
hurting
mourning
for him
for the death
of her soul mate
the reason she's living
she cried
and cried
until she was empty
she decided to end
her misery
an eternity without him
is like hell on earth
like putting salt in her cuts
because
she can't catch up
with the speed of the world
without him in it