my heart hurts when you cross my mind
i ask myself, if it'll ever stop
but
for some odd reason, i dont want it to
maybe to punish myself
for pushing you away
but
you werent good for me, i know
so then why am i so
hopelessly fixated on you?
satiate my neverending train of thoughts
give me the closure i crave
darling tell the memories of you
to loosen their hold