Weather-beaten decadence, I lie here superhuman:
a mass of cables, tubes and breathing apparatus.
With zeal I feel the end is nigh so blink that final tear.
A lifetime on the river bank, finally I’m here.
Purifying cataracts, tilt to face my beast, the water
whisks my sharpened tongue and dissolves
these cherry cheeks. The wind bellows;
beckoning me further off these foolish, pallid meadows.
The water glistens, cracks and parts revealing
lovers, lost acquaintances, makers,
sisters, friends and brothers.
An arm transcends with open palm
mimicking the water lilies, dancing, bobbing
in the current, glistening with charm.
Inhale, grab and take the dive. The water’s clear,
where air was hollow; The soil hallowed,
not sewn with sin. All that was real is suddenly mist
all that was dear is but borrowed. My frightful gown
floats upstream, my hair sways like pond ****
and wrinkles relax, all is refreshed.
Peer upward to see that wilting flowers
do not dream of seeds.Plunge ever deeper,
do not glance back on salty cheeks, or past misdeeds.
Planet earth I have to leave you be
but I know you’ll write and one day
you may even catch up with me.