Bit your lip hold on tight
were both in for one hell of a night
After the lights after the fights
I never wanted to let go
My memory is shady as a whole
But I didn't know where we were headed
At the end of it all
I never should have let you fall
You
This silly rhyme
Won't rewind time
But if it could you'd still be mine
I miss the days when I could feel high
When I could say I was fine
And you'd know exactly what's on my mind

I hate you No not you Myself
I just realized how much I need help
2 days I'm another year older
But all I can think is I don't wanna be sober
I'd rather be high than hold you when you cry
I'd rather just leave with no more goodbyes
All I can think is what would we be if I never said hi
No more candles just another day I can't seem to handle
My mindsets like a battle another cannon ball hitting my front door
But behind my eyes all I can think is how did I get here

how is t that you see right through me
through all of the ******* through all of the lies
oh how is it that you can look me right in the eyes
and know i'm not only terrified of being left behind
but being forgotten cause my core is rotten
just look how far I've gotten in life
not a person knows me from Adam and Eve
but still every day i have courage to believe
that one day ill be OK

tell me that everything is OK everything will be fine
on a different day
tell me that i'm the one who's failing
the only one who's fading
from the inside its me who I've left behind

cut the strings and watch me fall
remember i'm just your puppet after all
if life's a game whys it hit so hard
like a bullet to the brain and two in the heart
one day ill fly one day ill be free
but until that day ill dream of how ill die
if my wings don't work when i get to your gates
then i guess that a fiery eternity is all that awaits