27/5/14 was the day we officially started our dream..to me I finally began to  put the pieces into my little reality puzzle. You had completed me... showed me a different side of things.. Because of you I understand why things are like that. Its like you opened a portal in my brain and showed me what's really life or should I say love. My heart urges to communicate with you, when im with you or talking to you its like earth has no effect on me. Distractions cant come anywhere close. I know we had a discussion about trying new things and Im willing to.. just make sure its you and me... together like always. As I had said before there's no way I can add to your perfection. Its like God has some light shining out of you which just grabs my eyes and I cant close them.... and I don't want too. And yes I will be the friend you can lean on.. the friend you can cry upon...the friend you can depend on while everyone else is against you. I'll be your Best Friend...your friend till the end. I'll always be there for you.

he said I felt like Heaven
I guess that was the reason why he kissed me like he was searching for God
As if my neck and lips were some gateway to a divine world
you said the warmth of my hands on your ice-cold skin made you see things not of this world
was it that why you grabbed my hips like it was the key to your salvation?
my body is a holy temple but my thighs can't rescue you
Don't mistake it for the Lord
because if I can't save my own soul, how can I save yours?

                                                       k.h.

Me...you and I. I'm not sure if you and I are on the same page, have the same ideas, desire the same things. If you do why act like were such strangers. I thought that all along  things were going on just fine well not fine but excellent but to realize that I was actually doing too much. Pushing you away from me... drowning you in what I thought was love. It seems like I was actually dragging life out of that word.. or is it an expression... an action.. who knows. I believe that anyone can make a definition of that one word.. Love. Im sorry if I crippled you in all my thoughts... thinking what is and ignoring what if. I just want the best for us cause I do love you.. I really doo