He wore two large earrings
but he made me laugh
we liked to discuss
the negativity of women
He- because he had been hurt
Me- because, that I had not been hurt,
I was hurt
we both got
a good laugh out of it

Hell broke loose
and a wolf
sunk it's teeth
deep into my calf
I staggered away
but the wolf,
steadfastly became
part of my body
-an extremity
the pain of the bite subsided
and the wolf,
as I became
wild and animalistic,
became civilized
he loosened his grip
and we parted

I just realized,
that I will grow to be
a selfish old man
who uses words to make up for the things he
never did
never said
chances he never took
these words will make paragraphs
and poems
and they will make books
that people will look to for advice
when I,
I will be looking for advice in
those who read them
and they will never see
that I need
more help
than they
ever
did

Power-
The rush of adrenaline
Everyone screaming
A blood filled
Gory ****
The lights went up
And they were people
With faults like mine
But how they seemed to be
Gods
I hate that
I also want that
More than
Anything

Your problems
They are much more
Pressing than mine
Aren’t they?
You definitely know what life is
don’t you?
Oh, the eloquence needed
To creatively and elusively
Say
*******

“I want to die”
I thought- after
Hours my body recovered
But my mind
Never did
I still feel
Stuck- again
Lying still- mentally

The best ones
I have
I don’t like
I really
don’t like anyone
I may not seem
Reclusive
It’s a farce
I already know
My best years
Will be spent
Inebriated
And I
don’t even like
To drink