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Zachary Aug 2014
the state or quality of conforming to conventionally accepted standards of behavior or morals.

zero to self esteem
numbers left at home
street signs missin
new car smell cologn
therapy an white pills will take care of me
i am a mess when driving and drunk hysterically (now drive)
im squinting more then your hearts cry
while private ryans sipping and riding the bike
not from the movies but only our ride of life
its tragic to see someone leaving this fight
trowel waving in the ring while im dying with pride
**** this inheritance ill be lucky to make it to 25
3rd street and feeling the heat
creep through sleep cuz my eyes
they barely catch peeks of the lids that shut from the kids
that run there mouths too much im a different chapter
spoken in dutch
or smoking a ducth
what way will let me feel new
a town that grew and surrounds our faith body and rules

the state or quality of conforming to conventionally accepted standards of behavior or morals.
Zachary Mar 2014
its almost unearthing
so many facets of life,
the one undeserving
thats the moment we choose
cuts like a butter knife
its our line
on my table
that crossed his mind
not a book or fable
just rides her spines
like the co-withoutcane or able
mouths the time
and only ***** her navel
paths or signs
**** deals or crime
alpine 12 box
right out of the green outback
called her mable
youre just a dangerous *****
and i want faithful
slavery for sin
ninja
i just want to be forgiven
im dressed in black
waiting for the hurst
im the one in the back
tempted to call for an angel
reminisce on girls that loved ****
and just went with it even tho it hurts
youre now thinking
so thats why this ***** mother *******
in church
resting his hands on mother mary
is how it works?
grab them beads for god and shove them
wear it bursts
im not hating on any religion
its just faith isnt worth mentioning
without some questioning to listening
im not saying anything is forbidden
go ahead hold your books in the
air
call  me none christian
show me god and how much you
care
i doubt he listens
go home and practice the same
or just realize you are like everyone else and we dont know who to blame
for why were so ****** up not sane
but thats why i choose to remain my claim as the only thing not pure or  plain
Zachary Jan 2015
and my mind will go numb
treasure where and the ones you are from
i dont agree with everything
and my mind will go numb
treasure where the ones you are from
i dont agree with everything
thats why my friends keep a gun
reflect


we are to someone


in context
its what you see
life all around you
none beneath
what mind set were you brought up
how can it just sneak
i manufacture love
**** wood steel or concrete
i tennis court run
keep a bottle of stung
and my mind will go numb
treasure the ones you are from
i dont agree with everything
thanks why my friends keep a gun
trip on a son
reflect


we are to someone
thank you and we will miss you Stuart
Zachary May 2017
I believe wine is red because of the color of our blood
We all sin despite the color of our love
When I hear give me a hand out
I never give a shrug
We all are relentless
Dividing our **** from our goods
Zachary May 2017
Gets glimpses of what you are
What you came from
Drive pasted miles Davis
Play it off my apple
Play it for the doctor
Needing patients
So I'm files saving
Speak of the devil
I just walked in
Teaching all you ladies what's fun again
Stereo blasting
Generations of woman
Diana Ross on the juke box making it retro
Metropolitan
Hit it with some strong
now mixing with metro boomin
Record it with some personus fam
Lady's what happened
Ladies What's happening?
to all of them
Zachary Nov 2012
It shapes the way I wanna follow,
it's the only curve that promises no sorrow.
The white trembling trance,
the key to most people's romance.  
The flash of an angel,
but shame of the devil,
if you were to open your mind it'd be level,
if you looked my way
I'd show several.
It's always there when I'm not,
but when I think of you I can't stop.
That probably sounded bad
but I don't care,
mainly because it'd be so impolite
not to copy that and
stare.
Zachary Oct 2013
if youve had to think about it,
youve not felt it. youll never know when,
or where.
when is maybe right down the road,
however the the where is only seen before its told.
speaking of this treasured feeling,
trapped brain drinking till steeping.
its never dispersed,
its the f$@"in jealous of me,
feeds the more greed i am,
means describing how much i need.
you, how bout maybe that is my thirst.
i would have to wish this feeling upon my worst enemy,
only just so he can lift his cursed.
that mother 4@£er is now apart of an anemone.
a blood runingg trigger on trying more remedies,
that will never leave the heard. my only feeling is for you,
is its the suggestions never blurred, maybe like a seven letter word,
written on my skin,
never burning ink like tin.
feeding soul demons like that incased in
a bin.
spending every liability
and factoring flavors of interest bigger in numbers for our worldly driven.
teaming
feeding
only seeping
never sleeping tweaking
while speaking
and thinking.
Zachary Mar 2015
from suffrage to making it sound that way on the radio,
worlds creativity has stopped,
year of "female pop"
Kanye spazzing every four to five seconds,
we can hope paul didnt write the plot,
i wanna reimburse your ears and soul with blood,
hope it clots
Zachary Jan 2014
if you forget to forgive
does it mean you forgave and forgot
is that a time and lesson that faith only taught
i said to live for the second and do not stop
treat my mother with kindness or your heart will clot
my anger is with satan and only his name ill mock
its time that saved us and with the weather our moods will flock
like annoyance was just a wisper in the wind
our father in grace my hands have sinned
im tortured in lust and pain did find
our court ship promised but left in crime
its our un-devoted space that will define
my outstanding lies that crossed the line
backless dresses on the spineless *******
tracklist stresses writing eye twitches
Zachary Dec 2013
its the difference between separation and anxiety
that breath taken and the stars you see
my head spinning and the scars they bleed
hands with trees and parts for thieves
taking more of our wants notta needs
deceive and leave before our guilt does freeze
precede to do what our greed internal feeds
triggers the fingers that only haunt our sleep
it treats the feet as stumps
smiles flip flop and fronts
drugs snorted huffed and blunts
man thats just the story of my month
mouth cancer after spliffs with lunch
abdominal six pack or beer crunch
i can stop taking all the medicine that is you
an addiction that i didnt ever see before it grew
its true
who knew
that you
would only humility the few
that tried,
never lied
and flew beyond more then his backyard or stoop
Zachary Jan 2014
good
rid
dunce
i broke it up not to pre
nounce  
what does satan do when he gets ripped off by he coke deal buy an ounce
thats the exact reason why i cant fill this *****
you said only take whats given
but id rather live and deal with sinnin
so you know there is still work to be done
living life is happy when you're ******* a nun
treat her to dinner or go finger the sun
youll get burnt by either so why lose the fun
its a favor and its been for granted
lets leave her name down as planted
its stuck as tho my ink can manage
taped to my heart like a bandage
anchored to my soul ive been drowned *****
pull the ******* plug because im now damaged
finished now start as if he planned this
its temper does flare
as those lucky spineless dentures stare
im sorry to disrepute the oldie
but ***** could drive a fast in a fourty if it was for thee
to be on time
but it was for me
it was a trigger and finger that she will now never adore he
good
rid
dunce
i broke it up not to pre
nounce  
what does satan do when he gets ripped off by he coke deal buy an ounce
thats the exact reason why i cant fill this when it counts
you said only take whats given
but id rather live and deal with sinnin
so you know there is still work to be done
living life is happy when you're ******* a nun
treat her to dinner or go finger the sun
youll get burnt by either so why lose the fun
Zachary Sep 2014
trapped in a box
but i really dont mind
glass bottle on the shelf thatll help the rewind
back to when troubles were lined
rehearsed before you got the ticket or fined
you walk around with your head on your *** cuz you got spined
i laugh with my head in the clouds that stop before nine
its closed up shop
too full for at the top
god said i only take the cream of the crop
and you can stand outside with those white cops
yea that was a stab at white people
i know what race i am
but you dont know when the race began
im just saying life aint fair
yea got that straight hair mole on face
temper too short
for you to walk your *** to the water of grace
its too hot out
and i cant stand this
other peoples can even find there manners
to shut the **** up
and get on with life
no color will decide gods price
not time or brother too good for that dice
we will all learn that we are all just mice
Zachary Jun 2014
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Let it be wake me up hey **
we've got them pumped up kicks give me love acoustically fixed
skinny love
nothing else matters
arms of mary

stolen dance
two more drinks
and were at the happy hour
id rather **** then romance

the a team
from hotel Califorication dream
let it go cuz the ring you dont know
like someone like you
radioactive and rude
say things and try to undo

riptide im yours
and happy as a demon
wonder wall

say something
hallelujah
stay with me
counting stars
i see the fire
of all of me
******* if you still this
Zachary Aug 2014
open up the fidgerator door,
drop the magnet that held the list and chores
looked for the dog caught a whiff of the floor
that little ***** **** on her delicate decour
im house sitting
now im wishing
i can still make the move on you,
making mac and cheese
eating all of there food
i brought you back here to impress
hopin i could get under the covers
even though i was under your dressed
i sliced and chopped
salads flopped and tossed
**** i was just hoping our meals would exchange
i made you gourmet
mac cheese and ******
got lossed while talking to her
made mixed drinks and flavors
taught being thankful
speaked more then r. kellys closet single
Zachary Oct 2014
people fear what they dont understand
show your joker *** laugh
while im still holding my hand
compare what it is
is food for thought
when life plays both showings of ignorant  
save enough to pay for your spot
your crib
your quarters
your house
room or borders
skip lifes trips
only consume whats ordered
feel treasures from love not boredom
when price is love
then thats something,
youll never afford them
choose the road and car
that is better insured then
flip bugers keep child supporter and
miss money bag or no souler spent
im the now feeling the debit
to no one but my only threat
the foney  one thats kept separate
in the mirror
and regret the cig
regret
thats lit
Zachary Oct 2013
its tricky
to stay but not to hate,
like setting for heavens gate too late,
thank most of our fathers is great.
Zachary Oct 2013
i wish they woulda used me for stem cell research.
blaming everything on him is easier then church.
reciting this in my head before its written in words.
time comes and goes and so does the herd.
peace of mind is all we need
but hate is all thats heard.
Zachary Oct 2014
my brains fried
my hearts gone
and my ***** hurt
she done cried
answers wrong
head stuck in dirt
now tongues dried
singing my song
wishing shed flirt
arms are tired
vision is long
lifting her skirt
****** were tried
skimped play along
***** face smirk
Zachary Mar 2015
**** four tires and no engine,
im having troubles explaining the medicine
if i break down it wont even matter, im already broke
when i heard her speak i had to remember why god spoke
its when you learn from your brother is when you teach to cope
interesting views that come off as sarcasm smoked dope
we all are naturals until were shown whats talent
manufactures with a pin point,
nothing feels balanced,
get so angry and now my face looks childish,
**** boat shoes or a wave cap
hotter then a pocket snack,
im trying to will smith bring gettin jiggy back
kendrick ringggingg
Zachary Oct 2014
simple yet sophisticated
oj and champagne faded
cigarette breath gets contemplated
lemme roll up a spiff for this song
ill just say im high
thats what smells wrong
i got an imagination
and no friends
lets just say my mind has kanye runaway
thought problems
tragic how the wall feel
why dont you get off that ******* chill pill
vicodone
life go numb
thank god im high still
and have no money for fun
this is the type of track you try to smell ***** on
Zachary Dec 2014
closing both your eyes
pray to god
closing both your eyes
find your strength in odds
closing both your eyes
lay here in peace
i will fight your demons
give you will power
take your drugs
let you sleep

remind you of saving face
how its seen
let you listen
now you know when to speak
show you proper mirror time with a creep
get the cold shoulder and chill keeps growing
ice berg on top but who are you beneath?
it all come hand and hand with you
problems bled with all the homies on the street
no its our rent thats over due

closing both your eyes
pray to god
closing both your eyes
find your strength
closing both your eyes
lay here in peace
i will fight your demons
give you will power
take your drugs
let you sleep
Zachary Sep 2014
laughing when youre crying
youre a ******* *****
left your money in the car
and crashed it in a ditch
walk your drunhhk *** back home
cereal and some netflixxx
Zachary Oct 2014
unconditional
yea its a picture
of something we cant control
you need something quicker
normally we barely count the roll
cut the check and liquor
im only feeling half disturbed
but now im familiar
song to sing and deaf bird
swallow or robin
the rhyming
goodbye liver
insolence
feminine
coincidence
like you and her
knew her before
friends and *****
skip class or chores
we reminisce past
with cirgerette hands passed
tag team my jose mixed jacked
whiskey filled cracked
with tequila sipped
burn vaped wax'd
her breath stink
some one hand her a tic tac
bit she gets lipped
ripped
Zachary Mar 2014
God's  Capitalist pastor
heaven or hell
which ways faster?
speaking in tongues
cussing tons to flares nuns
Spanish never reached presidential ****
popping abortion pills the only thing done
gold tinted feelings repeated and sung
only baptists are talk about being christian
i grant a lot of thought to flaunt the want of dyer needs from taunts
you covered in flees not spots
you un tucked your sleeves and taught
break trees and then smoked the leafs from what they brought
Zachary Jan 2014
bottle on the floor
and im spinning
laugh
one more night
to ******* and sinning
we all dance and eat drink and smoke mary
times havent changed and youre all scary
most you pathetic neanderthals couldnt raise a kid
still **** as if you didnt your offspring would have sids
she says who wears a ****** anyway?
while her water breaks six months before graduation day
righteous are the ones holding that book
but most those mother ******* forgot the path they took
we all have been there
says the mother before prayer
break that bread as those poor people stare
homeless are the ones who got greedy
but if god doesnt, then who will feed thee
its damaging to children if they sit too close to the tv
but who taught to turn it on and watch instead of sing like glee
my grandma showed me the guitars
me and cousin fake wanted to be rock stars
id sell everything including my cars
just to have someone sample my bars
Zachary Feb 2018
If she’s a good girl
Do you wonder about her cheating
Other ppl eating what you had for dinner
Only more pleasing
Keep what you had for sure on a plate
Only they skipped work and kept eating
I’m not worried for myself, I just hate the misleading
The cause of distrust to all human kind
We find kind looks like diamonds on my wine
Or necklace shaped eyes
Only wishing for a ring with truer size
Who can compromise my lust for this
Only the one that bleeds bliss from her lips
Treasured filled demons that my shelf counterfeits
Only to treat my feelings of this drug and it fits
Coping with the person that walks next to me and convinces that I shouldnt be commuting adultery even tho I am convinced
My iPhone won’t even sync to what I actually want skipped
**** this is passion on my grips
The store my life and my wife
I wish I had
The singer that left my heart in a prison for growth once I was ready for the kids
I want to show what to hate and what to love
How to hate hate
More then a drug
How to dismember the fake
And trigger the *****
The **** this **** I’m outta here for lunch
I got my own paper to rip apart and spread for love
Keep those legs spread and flood for my teeth
Zachary Feb 2014
my thoughts always come back to you
a frizz-bee knew wouldn't ever be threw
like an hour glass my time is paused only when you run out
its crazy to think about how my time we've loaned out
like a bank with no credit debit or doubt
only a valley full of love that no one can live without
my time is only scarred if you find its devote
my vain only gracing the pain you've poured out
its like im struggling with the fact you are alive
a picture in a glass that fate did strive
paintings drawings and buffs, fingers grazing time is our love
its because i am what you need and you can feel it
i already know my taste that why my mouth must seal it
never gilt,
never have your two hands juggling whilst only one foots on the stilt
we will do this together,
because all of our memories can only get built

I love you
Zachary Oct 2014
gotta head full of mischief
legs on the move
time left due
as we come watch you
pass through town
spend past us
im trying to hear feet
the sound on your phone
too loud
because we speak
reality,
whats present but your too proud
love is ignorance
you were hoping
id say bliss somewhere in this next sentence
only because it is what is coincidence
with other times youve had since
like our currency nickle dimes to cents
things youve heard before just make more sense
******* raicest
ebola killed the first
nurse then dispersed
other mother ******* worst
idea airplane burst
taking month to curse
our ****** curse
human
over population
thirst
you guys see the news caster who said something about creatures?
Zachary Dec 2014
dont worry chuck
be anodonick
if sara is gone.
we will, um, got a new chick
pigs get fat, but hogs theyll slaughter
i just wish i was the one porking your daughter
some smoke to remember
some smoke to forget
i smoke so much i dont even know what that meant
got dimes every day but wheres the dollar
most these yakima chicks can only do the five dollar holler
while im still trying to wake up
so your *** shaking in my coffee cup
so grow up if you feeling grown
sit up if your slouching homes
god im feeling old in these new bones
stealing is so bold when you got some loans
i am ***** but dont need a comb
whiter then a honeycomb
i smoke more wax then on a bees home
i am a student with no loans
i got my education for free
now we know how to make money
to bad i didnt finish the degree
jobs are full and the paper mill is fresh outta the new print
so i guess all you college graduates are the in my same stint
now aint that some ****?
spm *****
Zachary Nov 2012
**** this gonna take some work.
Appearance or not,
she's still talking to you.
The difference is not what we do
but who we are inside.
Besides together or be sides to get her.  
Either way
I'm with her
Trapped from the answers
we left in blur
It was as if it were clear
and then you drifted around
the mirror
to forget
the inner stir.
Zachary Sep 2014
I have got all of this written out in front of me
is this a change of life
time spents leans mostly toward apathy
ive got scattered thoughts
letters ina box
arranged with words for the crossed
paused
and Nintendo'ed my turn
got suits
more then a firm
lifes fit daily
grief only earned
im ******* lazy
when a squares been burned'n
times only wasting
wine spit tasting
chased more rabbit holes
then that blonde tripped facding
mushrooms
little cup and cake casing
hats galore
enough to fit the room
***** smelling
cat smiling
is my doom
when im chasing
Zachary Jun 2015
i dont understand why all these people complain
more problems then they have shame
could care less as long as someone else like follows their name

they family ****, wife dont exist, their kids do drugs, cant afford their kicks

gamble cheat lie
divorced
faggle crack high
who-ares

my mommas got the worst
dad
when you scream gods cursed
spaz

cigs matter more then a car id
feeling left and poor
ditched his own last family
Zachary Sep 2014
velar from my newport
return to the usual sicked filled court
tired everyday imagine my discomfort
staring at blind lady with no child support
tempered old man
wearing the 3 button sport coat
he old fashion but what he lack tho
is the manners of a young man
working everyday just to afford him
those old ****** got no manners
and the ones who got nothing
see it all
Zachary Nov 2013
you took powerful women and made them powerless,
kissed each tongue as if she was a new flower sniffed
a treasured spelled question where its only found in bliss
a new girl for my hand now that's a cowards tisk tisks
spitting each one of there souls for your own self discovery
my menacing thoughts are hashed out as if each one was for her, you see
like i was a monster with an inner demon that counted our souls
that counted our souls as if i was the one stealing
right out of stock i rather fight then mock
im stronger then i look
most of mother ******* rather leave then look
you know leave comfort right outer your nook
its over booked
like a library over due
curse
each one of my demons that over see
my shoulder they sneeze
achoo
and i only flu they breeze
Jehovah
my god he sees.
id rather respect him
then fall into a snare of sleeze
you mother *******
barely got a grasp of life
and see more then only I can
sac
riff
ice
its a little watery for jam,
maybe you should open it
close most of those books
that never opened
or writ
or did i mean write
lets charge the read
not for the color
but only because
we seek for that lover
its or an
orange
melodies
that searched more then what i have to cover
or more then me just wanting to brother
sibling or not
i will fight and naught
breathy cadence of her warm children
most of you mother are just feel ins
they are some what still-in(steal?)
no use reuse
you dont think God
(God dont you think)
will choose?

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