its almost unearthing
so many facets of life,
the one undeserving
thats the moment we choose
cuts like a butter knife
its our line
on my table
that crossed his mind
not a book or fable
just rides her spines
like the co-withoutcane or able
mouths the time
and only ***** her navel
paths or signs
**** deals or crime
alpine 12 box
right out of the green outback
called her mable
youre just a dangerous *****
and i want faithful
slavery for sin
ninja
i just want to be forgiven
im dressed in black
waiting for the hurst
im the one in the back
tempted to call for an angel
reminisce on girls that loved ****
and just went with it even tho it hurts
youre now thinking
so thats why this ***** mother *******
in church
resting his hands on mother mary
is how it works?
grab them beads for god and shove them
wear it bursts
im not hating on any religion
its just faith isnt worth mentioning
without some questioning to listening
im not saying anything is forbidden
go ahead hold your books in the
air
call  me none christian
show me god and how much you
care
i doubt he listens
go home and practice the same
or just realize you are like everyone else and we dont know who to blame
for why were so ****** up not sane
but thats why i choose to remain my claim as the only thing not pure or  plain

keeps my heart beat a stress
got my mind on the fritz
while the metronome ticks
when i needed a snickers you got me a twix
you helped me get a new taste on the mix
its a flavor i cant bare to miss
unfathomable thoughts
more like fairy tale plots
scarves or flip flops
fingers or toes
fashion stops
but you already know
any way that happens
you kept me around a lot longer then we'd imagine
not that i dont mind
i absolutely love you
and my  time
they can be the same
id rather be with you
then with myself
only you make me feel sane

what does it mean
to truly give up
is it a toss of a hat
or maybe off with the gloves
hang up that old uniform
for some a skirt
its different upon our ****** features
repulsed by thier smell of ****
no money for food,
to get a ride or date
the road to forgiveness,
some question my faith
who wears shoes on the beach
who taught you how to teach
five years old
everyone dying their head with bleach
we are now to the open gun case
open body
and break down
due to the sadness
give me three more minutes
or this soul feeds madness
medication didnt stop the depression
in clinical therapy

maybe its a head ache
try an aspirin
overdoes 73

educations for the derelicts,
who only terror kids
into thinking college is
for just that geniuses
who the scholars dig
man you know that's ignorant
only reading the print
we just need to be tying the one side of a splint
pricing just half that loaf
because you cut the corners off your toast
unrewarded genius?
that's a proverb
"read from left to right, top to bottom. that's the only way you'll get meaning from this"
funny how that's all they want heard

if you forget to forgive
does it mean you forgave and forgot
is that a time and lesson that faith only taught
i said to live for the second and do not stop
treat my mother with kindness or your heart will clot
my anger is with satan and only his name ill mock
its time that saved us and with the weather our moods will flock
like annoyance was just a wisper in the wind
our father in grace my hands have sinned
im tortured in lust and pain did find
our court ship promised but left in crime
its our un-devoted space that will define
my outstanding lies that crossed the line
backless dresses on the spineless *******
tracklist stresses writing eye twitches

i think we all addicted
prescriberd like lil sick kids
depressed for only fitted
new era for the news
to get ******* for the twisted
mini van is two in front and get ******
took gin and juice but sniffed it
glue shoved and huffed
a bag
no lunch
asked to twix it or maybe captain crunch
take a break
chit chat with satan who offers a kit kat
say please satan stand back
demons with a stare notorious
b
i
g
glare
my eyes riding spines
backless lines
one word lies
as she gets shifted
christmas feelings the only part not gifted
reverons speaking one words up lifting
g
o
d
is a new prescription
because our days they are so limited like edition
section or fiction
a book did not quite fit him
becaue he was more interseted in women
who taught pain and sour living
taking faith that was not giving
spread hate as if they sinnin
then grinning
blasphemy is the only one listening
as to see every one living the way they sinnin
eating the plates they skimming
treating favors as dares to forbidden
that is so insignificant
of our innocent
oh so delicate
like a rebel or maybe a filiment
that leading the path with light and a laugh                    
the joker the midnight toker
taught take the money and run
you sure ******* cuss alot for a nun
teach our children that *** is fun
its weird how ignorant we all feel when its all said and done

you took powerful women and made them powerless,
kissed each tongue as if she was a new flower sniffed
a treasured spelled question where its only found in bliss
a new girl for my hand now that's a cowards tisk tisks
spitting each one of there souls for your own self discovery
my menacing thoughts are hashed out as if each one was for her, you see
like i was a monster with an inner demon that counted our souls
that counted our souls as if i was the one stealing
right out of stock i rather fight then mock
im stronger then i look
most of mother ******* rather leave then look
you know leave comfort right outer your nook
its over booked
like a library over due
curse
each one of my demons that over see
my shoulder they sneeze
achoo
and i only flu they breeze
Jehovah
my god he sees.
id rather respect him
then fall into a snare of sleeze
you mother *******
barely got a grasp of life
and see more then only I can
sac
riff
ice
its a little watery for jam,
maybe you should open it
close most of those books
that never opened
or writ
or did i mean write
lets charge the read
not for the color
but only because
we seek for that lover
its or an
orange
melodies
that searched more then what i have to cover
or more then me just wanting to brother
sibling or not
i will fight and naught
breathy cadence of her warm children
most of you mother are just feel ins
they are some what still-in(steal?)
no use reuse
you dont think God
(God dont you think)
will choose?

get more of the catalyst,
this leaves the kids less allowances,
you know the treasure trove,
its sickening hold,
our finger grow cold,
as our shadows do fold.
its a chapter too bold,
this storys too old,
you keep wanting me to do the
t plus o ld,
but ***** how many times you gonna wear an oldie.
smell that moldy,
lonely,
calling

its tricky
to stay but not to hate,
like setting for heavens gate too late,
thank most of our fathers is great.