Living in your own little world
I can see in your face that's getting old
Same thing different day
Hating life in a way
That's unimaginable
But your so lost in your ****
The constant battle
Gettin ****** on, **** on, beat on
And it all seems normal
Cause your stuck in a hole
That you've made your home

Drinking alone my friend
Sounds familiar doesn't it?
The phones not ringin
Because no one cares
But the grass is greener
In the bottle at the bottom

Right?

Who am I kiddin
No ones listenin
Sittin alone, sippin alone
That's the flow of this poem  

Depressed again. Whatever.
I'm over it and alone

Get out of head
Clouding my mind
with all of this *******
I can't even think
And you just keep feeding me
All of these things
That don't make any sense
Just stop and let me be
who I am for a second
Before all of this ****
is as nonexistent
As the hope of life getting better

Abandoned by comfort
Welcomed by nothing
Seeing the future
Hating the outcome

can't hear the screams
Or feel the pain
I walked on water
All I did was sink

Scared to live, scared to die
In one ear but not out the other
Living is dying and dying is living
Said to me from the man with a needle in his vein
Just have another drink, sit back and wash away the pain
The agony's continuing
With a bloodstained history
It's hard to make sense of it
Bile in the sink
Because I can't eat
And there's nothing to purge
Except what's left of me

Insecure?
Now that's the truth
So scared of me?
I'm scared of you

I am who I am
And I am two
Different minds
Seeing double all the time
I can't seem to find
Some peace in this life

Abandoned by comfort
Welcomed by nothing
Seeing the future
Hating the outcome

Can't hear the screams
Or feel the pain
I walked on water
All I did was sink