My heart is light and free
Since the last time you saw me.
I have taken back control of
my head
my mind
my soul
I have found someone else
to pass the days with.

My view on life has become less cynical,
My happiness returned.
Things are going smoothly since you left,
So i ask you stay away.

I have my laughter back,
And also my smile.

It would be easier if i hated you
For everything you've done
I hate the way i love you
The way you make me feel

I hate the way you said you still love me
At the same time saying im not enough
I hate the way you want time away from me
But yet you talk to me everyday

I hate the way that i still love you
And the way that you say you love me

Honey baby I cant get enough of this earth
this world
of you.
We're spinning
twisting
falling
joining
in love with the notion of love
in love with the feeling of you against me
oh the spring  air dusting our skin with pollen.
Our memories of these moments influencing our lives
We gaze
we touch
we memorize eachother's faces
yours in front of mine
I would want nothing different than such

I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, country roads, and future dreams.

I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.

I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase
you say without thinking.

I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi"
or "I love you"...the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.

I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you held me in your arms-and how after all those
years you still made my heart melt.

I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.

I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other's arms is the only place
we wanted to be...

I miss us as I remember how it used to be...
when nothing else matter but you and me.
Now it feels like you dont care.

I hate that I still love you
That I still dream of us together when I fall asleep at night
I hate that I cannot tear myself away from you
That I drink to ease the pain.

I hate that I still let you lay with me in bed
I cry every time we finish
I can’t think of you with another woman.

I hate that I still cry over the fact that we are over
That you do not feel the way I do.
I hate myself for still loving you.

I still think of you at night
I wish you were here to make my heavy heart light
My nights warmer
My mornings brighter by waking up next to you
I will never forget the feel of your body next to mine
As we dream the nights away
Our legs entwined
Our hearts one
I do not cry anymore
I just feel the burden of the emptiness you’ve left behind.