Ash: Poems

Future

Ash Aug 16

Future

As we grow things change
When we are little things don’t make sense
We all have an idea of how the future might be
that is not always the case

From playing together to
forgetting one another
The future is not always as predicted
No matter how hard you try to protect it

As time progresses we see change
Not only do people change but
future plans as well

From planning what we will play
To planning what the first date will be
Never did we image there was going to be a last
But we have to remember that every story comes
with a beginning and an end

As time keeps going change will happen
No more playing tag, more like playing unknown
We might not be friends no more or lovers
There is one thing that we both know

From the time that we have been together
We both have an amazing story to tell
The person who made me open my eyes
I see a brighter future ahead

I know understand your frustration
The anger you carried, the things you wished
We both cry of laughter not sadness
The last time was the last goodbye

My fellow friend,
I’m afraid we might be at the end.

ASM

I said

Ash Aug 16

I said

I said, I would love you today, tomorrow and always.
Today I had you
tomorrow you’re gone.
The always is unknown, just like the future beyond

I said, I would love you today, tomorrow and always.
Filled with promises and plans,
never did I expect those wouldn’t be fulfilled.
The future plans fulfilled with someone new.

I said, I would love you today, tomorrow and always.
Journey ended a long time ago but yesterday was not that long ago.
We could say time has moved on and so have we.
But I ask myself, what would have been?

I said, I would love you today, tomorrow and always.
One has to move on like the hours in between today and tomorrow.
So close but yet so far.
One day you’re someone’s person the next you’re not.

Just like today said goodbye to yesterday,
Now we both have said goodbye, in order to get a tomorrow.

ASM

Mi cielito lindo

Ash Sep 27

Mi cielito lindo

We live under the same moon, same stars
Same planet, same universe

We kissed under the stars
When the moon shined bright
I would ask
"Isn’t the moon beautiful?"
Now I look at the bright moon
and think of what we could of been
Remembering you were the shine of my
dark nights

We kissed under the sunset
All of the beautiful colors in the sky
Would remind me of all the things I felt for you
Good and bad, Bad and good
Admirining it togther, to looking at it alone

The beaming stars in the night sky
Would remind me of the way your eyes
Shined when we were together
Those beautiful dark eyes of yours
The ones that would let me know
Your happiness and the same ones
that would let me know when you were sad

We are in the same planet,
Under the same moon,and same stars,
You and I are stars in the sky
Apear to be close but in reality distant
We both know it’s for our own good
To not break the beautiful things we have gained over time
Maybe our happiness is somewhere else?

If one truly has a soulmate
The universe will bring them together
Who knows how long that will take?
If its in this life or another
Sometimes people are meant to be,
in a different universe
Im just glad that you were
part of my universe.

You were my sunrise
You were my sunset
If I could tell you one thing in
Person it would be

While holding hands
I ask
"Isn’t the sunset beautiful?"

The Pounding

Ash Aug 16

The Pounding

The pounding won’t stop
I Can feel it all over me
I Can hear it
It just keeps getting louder and louder

He makes me feel so confused
I don’t know who I am or how to feel
My legs shake and my heart pounds

Questions running though my head
Nothing comes out of my mouth
I want to say so much but I can’t

I don’t like him but I don’t hate him
This feeling inside of me is confusing
A part of me wants him while the other doesn’t

Stop I think to myself
You have to stop
It’s not good and you know it
You’ve had it and it went bad

The pounding continues
I feel like my heart is going to pop out
I hear him speak, I can’t focus
All I really hear is the pounding

I ask to myself
What is it that you really want

ASM

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