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Sophia 23h
Him
I wanted to burn the world that let him touch you.
The night didn’t protect you.
I wasn't there to protect you.
And I hate that.
I’m sorry he hurt you.
I’m sorry he touched you.
I’m sorry he made you feel like your body was his to take.
I wish I could take it back—
He had no right. No excuse. No forgiveness.

You didn’t deserve it.
Not then.
Not ever.
Teenage boys. They don't care about anyone but themselves. And they dont care who or what gets in their way.
Sophia 1d
I know you dont see me.
dont notice my existence
why would you?
I'm invisble to you.
But to me.
You are everything.
Please.
See
Me
Sophia 1d
I wish
I was someones everything.
Because if I had someone.
They would be mine
My everything.
Sophia 1d
I lied.
I do understand.
I do feel those things.
I get the butterflies.
My face grows warm.
My head goes numb.
My stomach flips.
But not with men.
It’s with you.
It’s with her.
It’s with them.
And that terrifies me.
It’s not what girls are supposed to do.
I wasn’t supposed to feel this way.
But I do.
And I want it.
So badly.
I like it when you make me blush.
I like it when you call me cute.
Could you do that more often—
Or would that be weird?
Would you pull away?
Would you look at me differently?
Do you feel the same?
Or am I crazy?
Am I broken?
Am I wrong?
I’m sorry.
I lied.
I am gay.
Am I coming out to random strangers on the internet?
Maybe.
Sophia 3d
Please.
Stop asking.
Yes I'm fine.
Yes I'm okay.
Yes I'm happy.

No I have nothing left to give.
No I can't stop.
No I can't keep pretending.

Stop asking.
There's nothing to say.
Don't you hate it when people do that.
Sophia 3d
I just want someone to hold me.
Not to fix me
Not to question me
just to stay.
But  trust--
feels like glass
and I've already bled enough.
My mother
she loved me in ways
that made me flinch.
Who knows?
When she would beat me.
Again.
She taught me to be strong
but never safe.
She taught me to build walls
instead of resting in someones arms.
I feel guilty.
wanting a closeness
especially when it's a girl
whatever that means.
I'm confused
I'm tired
I'm aching for something.
I can never have.
The embrace of arms
that feel like home--
not a test
that I'm scared to fail.
Someone
anyone
Please hold me
Like I'm allowed to be held.
Sorry this one is so long,  but thank you for reading it if you did.
Sophia Aug 11
Everyone's damaged
A little depressed
Every now and then we get that feeling in our chest
Some days I'm a loser, brush my teeth in the dark
Head above water in a swimming pool of sharks
It's hard to get up out of bed when everything is on its head
And nothing seems to make any sense
Like a Band-Aid on a bleeding heart
I fake a smile and fall apart
And no one ever knows I'm a wreck
-Bad Life Sigrid
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