I loved him and now I don't
It's not because I feel disgusted

It's because I accept it
and I don't regret a thing

I sent you a letter
the one you read

Later you sent me a message
and told me the truth

you don't like girls
it's fine I said

I was disappointed at first
But then I accepted the feeling

I support you
no matter what

You were my big sister
not by blood
but in the way
you calmed the flood.
Now I'm just
a name you knew
a shadow fading
out of view.
I scroll through texts
we used to share
each word a whisper
now just air.
I wonder what I did
why you left and why
you left without a real goodbye.
I miss you
more than I can say
but you keep drifting
further away.
And even though
I try to understand
I'm just left here
reaching for your hand.

Flowers bloom but briefly
The summer sun will wane
Autumn leaves eventually drop
The winter snow we'll gain
Flowers bloom but briefly
And yes I see that's true
But no matter what
time keeps moving
and there's nothing we can do.

Take me back
to the way things were
when we were together

Take me back
to when you would pick me up
and spin me around
so I would feel weightless

Take me back.
To when I could be with you.

I don't like being alone.

But I've gotten pretty good at it

The nights we live for
The times we die for

Wish we could go back.