when I turned the page
I was expecting a new beginning
but they say
history has a funny way
of repeating itself

he said close your eyes
and follow me
I was ten I did it
he touched me
I thought it was fine
I closed my eyes and clenched my hands
I let it happen
over and over
too afraid to tell anyone
only to regret it for eternity

I'm in pain
I'm burning
but its like a fire I can't extinguish
I'm stuck in a past I cant escape
in a life to face I'm too afraid