Swiping black lipstick across pale lips
Like ink across parchment
A black beacon
In a milky white sea

A subtle act of defiance
On an obedient child

Run girl, run
Away from everything
Away from his slurred threats
And his sweet apologies
Away from his drunken rampages
And his loving embrace

You cant stop loving him
No matter how many bruises he lays upon your skin

Because even with he's hands wrapped around your neck
He's still whispering I love you in your ear

Music blasting through my veins
It always has to be humming in the back ground
Or I go nuts
Its like im trying to drown out my life
Dreary melodies swallow the day to day boredom

I gazed at my reflection in the grime covered mirror
knots of raven hair frame an ivory face
I was once told I was beautiful
that it was a gift
But i just wish
I blended in
My vibrant green eyes make being invisible a hopeless task.

Your unstable
And it's starting to worry me
No
Thats a lie
Ive been worried for months

You go up and down
From one extreme to another  
Unstable

You think I don't notice  
That your slipping away
Right though my fingers

Your standing right there
But where is your mind
That creative
Wonderful  
Beautiful mind
Is it off in the clouds
Or is it some where dark and sinister
theres no way to know

Unless you tell me
Will you tell me?

I said the I would write you something
But I didn't

Sorry  

I could go on about how it's so poetic
That I let you down
But im not going to
Because its not poetic
It's not ironic
And this is definitely not a real poem

You hold my secrets
And I hold yours
Thick as thieves
two peas in a pod  
We're not in love
But I love you
What would I do with out you?
to be honest
I'd crumble
Break
Into little pieces  
And that scares me

I was told that my happiness shouldn't rely on someone
I told my self that would never happen to me

But here I am
Praying that your always going to be around