My
suicide
note
is
pending
my
suicide.

It will be cold,
It will be dark,
and it will last forever.

To suffer is so easy,
you just have to be alive,
and life
will do the rest.

I was born to burn,
and smell only
half the perfume.
It was too cold
and the blood
kept clotting
all the time.

The sound of failure is
louder than all the symphonies,
and more revealing
than forty years in
the desert.
no instrument can
play,
and no hand can write
down its notes.

The sound of failure is
louder than all the symphonies
and the atomic bombs,
more revealing
than forty years in
the desert.
no instrument can
play,
and no hand can write
down its notes.