I've had enough of all this pain!
I want to end it now!
But I don't know how?
Can I simply disappear?
And get out of here
Where's the answers to my questions
Where's the end to my life?
Where's the wish I made upon that star?
Can I take a knife and jab it into my heart?

Why does everything bad happen to me?
Why can't the world let me be?
I don't wanna take these test!
I just wanna rest !
I'm sick and tired of all these turns
It makes my stomach churn
Why can't I have a normal life?
Why can't I have no life at all?

I don't wanna live anymore
I just want to jump out the door
They're not even gonna cry
Cuz I've already died
You've blamed me once again
But I'm used to it , its just a game
Your not worth my tears
So I'm just gonna block my ears
But I can't
Your words cut me deep
They will haunt me in my sleep