I personally sacrificed my education
I personally was there for your protection
I personally fought the enemies bravely
I personally dedicated to die for your safety
I personally was the one who gave up his life
I personally was the one who saved your lives
I personally was the one who got shot down
I personally felt the misery of being alone
I personally finished my mission too successful
I personally found out you're the ungrateful
I personally was the one who brought a land
I personally am the one who's life is insignificant
I personally helped my partners from
the enemy's  trial
I personally am the one who ended up going to jail
I personally fought for my nation's wisdom
I personally am the one who's nation took his freedom

From left to right it's not a lengthy speed
From the back to the front it's never end
From up to down still I don't know its meaning
What a blasting start a sign of a terrible feeling
What a peer pressure inside and outside of me
What a confusion, seems like the leaves left the tree
What is a tree without its leaves
What I'm now when she leaves
My passion is in fears when all above
Are Inside my heart because I'm in love

In your absence, i saw my fear
I saw myself through your tear
Still, i couldn't have a well sleep
'Cause i felt   hurting you so deep
I know it's hurt you to call me ex_boyfriend
My feelings in your absence is what i can't explain
It's hard to cry and nobody hears the sound
That's how i was feeling when our love went down

Make sure ya know how to live in this life full of fake folk
act like me and ya won't worry 'cuz i don't give a ****
they'll laugh when you've done da plan they made for ya cuz it'll be gorgeous
when ya don't do what they want they'll laugh and say ya ain't courageous
***** ya needa shut your mouth if ya ain't givin' me to eat
ya better tryna be like me rather than telling bull-****
****** keep telling ya <<TRY IT>> but neva want ya to get it
cuz it's hard for 'em when da book they wrote 4 ya got deleted
****** **** ****** to be a famous or on a head of a royal
dead lying of judgin' people without knowing'em & dat'z ain't loyal
everyone knows that life combines both hard & easy things
but no one wanna live it together gathering like siblings
if ya wanna know da reason why i can't talk a lot
cuz i got only one TRUST & i already gave it to God
we needa use our past misconducts for help today & tomorrow
we're out of hearts if we mad & don't forgive then we needa borrow
things make us feel like how we take 'em, don't take 'em difficulty
we're out of courage if we say we can't do 'em cuz they ain't easy
make sure ya know da ones nearest of ya hate ya da most
probably da ones ya neva knew save ya when you've lost
neva tryna be a king or queen somewhere ya weren't born
cuz whenever we're ,near or far our bridges gonna get burn
help gonna get lack like a search dat isn't existed on google chrome
when da time arrives everyone gonna wish to be at where they came from

It was an old tale, please give me another change
Smile me again,  stop taking a revenge.
The rain doesn't fall, there is no longer a storm in our lives
Please forgive me 'cause it's time to become my little wife.
I cried enough and i drunk in fears
'cause no of them i knew couldn't stop my tears.
Please understand me 'cause nobody is perfect
i can promise that you won't see a lack of respect.
I promise to love you until my last breath
i promise that your life won't have something dearth.
I'll do all my best that you live like a princess
open all the doors that lead to drunkenness.
I promise to be honest that you'll never hear a lie
to keep my promises until the day i'll say Good-bye.