Killing myself is not an option, but killing everyone around me is.

To be honest this life is a bore.
Everyday gets harder, and each step seems further away.

Am i to give up because of the challenges?

Am i to succum to their wim?
Bow like a servant and bark like a dog?

Believe their hypocrital lies and apply them to my life?

Do they wish to chain me with their instructions?
Tell me to behave when they're the ones breaking every commandment with no remorse.

Tell me to respect while they judge us for our past mistakes and point fingers while we pass.

Am i to be what they want me to be? Or be free.

I'm not perfect, i'v made my mistakes.
I regret my past and fear the future.

The world is cursed, and it cries with the pain of loss and rejection.

Betrayal
Lies
Adultery
Love

Pawns in a game played by the heart.

Truth
Loyalty
Passion
Hope

Allusions conjured by the clouded and misguided.

Depraved souls
Dammed from birth

Humanity is dieing
Crumbling away

Loosing the battle
To an enemy seen only by reflection

Who should i say my heart is given to?

The rose of my garden which has such beautiful petals
Who bestows an aroma only fit for angels

Or should i say the beauty that hath slayen the beast
The fairest of fair which chose an undeserving me

Oh who oh who should i sayest art thou?

Who keeps the key, that locks my heart.
Who has become the reason i now chirp with love

Oh who oh who is this maiden?
Oh who is my love
who is my angel

I have found the stone most precious to man

I have found the dime worth more than life itself

I have found
What many never find

I have found her
Or better yet
She has found me

Do you know how much i care? How much i worry? How much i hope we stand the test of time and age together?

Do you believe my words? Do you see my tears? Do you feel my pain and know my love exists?

Are we more or just another? Am i forever or till you grow tired?

Am i your one? Or just a number

Hath the world known beauty, it would recognise her

Discovering what many die longing for

Hath love and kindness but a face, its lips would be succulent with sweet nectar

Its skin would be as soft as the velvet robes of persian kings

And eyes as bright as the northern stars that point to my heart

Hath beauty known the beast

She would have known i exist.

I'll never allow you to leave me
Never let you walk the road alone
You're place is by my side
Where you belong is marked as where my love resides

Even nature sees that we're ment to be
The flowers bloom at the sight of our love
The bees hum a song
And the birds join the tune with a sweet sound

Why defy what the stars have written?
Why ignore what you feel for me?
So it is written
So let us be

Together held by each others arms
Together walking each step with love