Let it be known that she knew her future, let it be said that she was emotionally prepared.He was what she knew, a player of the game. An all star athlete who only played to break her heart.Within weeks it was over, that wasn't a surprise. Within moments she was forgotten, they always are.He came he went, she wasn't hurt, cause like them all, he was just another ****.

I guess it was expected
Didn't need a soothsayer to tell me this would happen

I took a risk that didn't pay of
I gave it up just to loose and fall

With tears in my eyes i say goodbye
As i turn and leave the sea opens wide

And in i swim in search again
For another fish to fill my world

Locked in lust with dreams of deception. Tricking my senses to believing she's right next to me. Waking up in the morning in search of her body, only to find a wet sheet and embarresment.

She is to be desired, with curves in her skirt that leave a man lustfuly wired.

She's got me wondering if she's better than desert? Cause my sweet tooth be aching everytime she's moving.

Temptation is clearly in the picture, capturing her essence and describing it as an addiction. Obscene pictures being conjured by the mind, if storing was possible, they would be filed under 'heavenly delight'.

An ****** diety in my temple, worshiping her body as the idol of perfection.

Viewing and inspecting her in class, drooling over my notes when she drops a pencil and picks it up infront of my desk.

Oh how i love to pass those tests, knowing she'll be watching when i'm applaud for being the best.

Will i ever make it into her life? Maybe if i do her homework she might just give me a chance.

Or better yet, even a smile.

How could a dweeb like me get a girl like you? How could a nerd like me get the hottest girl in school?

Its a mathematical error, a scientific problem. We've broken the laws of nature, such things were never ment to happen.

Yet we are here, and still going strong. With a passion that seems to burn all night long.

The 8th wonder of the world is how such a beauty and majesty, could withstand to kiss a guy like me so passionately.

Pathetic.

Like life itself, what is the reason? What is the cause?

I pity the fool. I pity the world. I pity myself living in this world.

The pain, anguish, anger, poverty, etc. There is no end, a year of grief seems like eternity. The things we behold and commit, change the 7th commandment to be thou shall not admit. Change the ways to suit our wants, ***** our needs, we only live to get pleased, satisfied, filled with sin.

Why not end life now and go to hell? Burn for a while then dissapear with no more pain. Who wants heaven for eternity? Always living and smiling eternaly.

Let it all just end now...

As i stare into your eyes like im looking into an abyss. As i pry deeper, all i see is emptiness.Has it vanquished? Or runaway? Was it ever there in the first place?Only you can answer, only you can know, if you ever loved me, if you ever cared for me before.

While the stars burn in the sky and the moon falls. While the milky way collapses and planet earth moves from its orbital axis.

Let me be in heaven.

Let me be there still standing. Walking the golden streets with you as my diamond shining ever so bright, by my side. Let us live forever, forever holding hands. Let us be forever, with eternity cryng, 'when will it end!'.

But if its not so, and i am not there. Let me love you forever, till i burn in hell. Let my bones fry as i look up and see heaven with you inside. Allow a tear to come from my eye, one of happines to see you'er way up high. Allow a smile, to grace my burns, as i look up high and say, 'she once was my girl'.

That angel above this sinful world.