“Why would I go? I don’t even know them.”
“She’s going to be there.”
Eyes like fireballs, half smile.
Cracked door open.
Red neck shirt, black pants on, shiniest shoes on.
My hair smells like fruits, she likes it.
Feel the zoo every time I see her.
Make my way through the crowded place.
Mimic signals “I don’t see her, bro.”
cloudy, cups everywhere, couples in every corner.
Marco is nowhere to be found.
Laura a blonde, blue eyes, tall girl, her best pal.
She goes in, the door remains open.
“I finally found her!”
My short, grey eyes, long black hair girl.
I could see her halo floating yet a demon tale behind.
She took it from the corner of the sink by her red and bloat nose.
The most beautiful creature was lost in a maze of white flour.
My stupid smile faded away.
I was falling into the black whole once more.
There was no angel to hold me back.
Disappointment, regrets, pain, were making a party inside of me.
“Why do I feel that I have lost someone who was never part of me in the first place?”
Pushed everyone out of my way.
Head down, watery eyes, red face.
I’d like to feel that I’m important to you for once.
“I knew I shouldn’t have come”
I never knew a  feather could end me.
You made me believe I am reason you could change.
You lied, used me, took advantage of me.
The only person I thought was different.
It turns out to be one of the rest.
“*******, blind love; what a fool”
And the last drop of love that remained in me, fell.
Your memories must go through the path of oblivion.
I have finally found you, my fallen angel.

Tuesday 14, 2020. 6:32 p.m.
She went downstairs from the third floor.
No stars to be seen.
A lightning passed in front of my eyes.
A welcome shower from the clouds.
6:55 p.m.
Running late to the train station.
Heavy hair covered my face, I couldn’t see.
My glasses are fogged and full of raindrops.
“**** MetroCard!... insufficient balance.”
“Let me have $10 on it.”
“Stand clear of the closing doors please”
145th Street… 103st… 59st...42st Times sq.
I Can’t wait to finally see her.
It keeps me fresh and cool.
Another train to take.
M train is delayed. 7:37 p.m.
She took off the nail polish.
Her leg is up and down, can’t stop.
Muttering that we’re not going to make it on time.
8:09 p.m. “Next stop is Hewes Street.”
Looked at her in the eyes.
“We’re here”
Five streets down to walk.
2nd Street turned left.
Blank thoughts. Tears. Pain.
We entered the apartment. 4L.
All eyes on us now.
8:31 p.m.
Wrapped up to her ribs.
Pale skin, opened eyes, hands fixed, nails done.
She whispers…”don’t waste tears darling, you are here.”
She smiles at my neck.
Closed her eyes.
A tear came down to her cheeks…
“I will always love you”
I’ll always love you too.
I got to say Goodbye.

Blue long chair, It burns, feel the light through my skin. I’m relaxed and thirsty.
Clap, windy, cold, madness all over the upside-down floor, what do I see? Darkness surrounds me.
A figure in my bed, can’t move, can’t see, what do I feel? Loneliness so what’s next?
Text, when is it going to stop? No tears to drop. Blindness is the name.
Lies, wake up no more flames. Wait hurricane is coming my way. What do you feel? Messiness.
Piles up, yup pick it up, times it’s up. Rewind, wait… what? Mindfulness unsteady.
Open them already, everything looks the same, fluffy is in my bed, oh goodness.
Nightmares must I say, never scared, should I run or stay? I don’t care.
Deserve a glass of water or something to share, I’ll never think about that, I swear.