i used to hear these stories about relationships.
They became dreams
something unreal, even.
passionate, so much love.
don't see that nowadays.

Proving you're worth or
Regulating yourself to t least
Obtain the trust you think you deserve, or
Maybe having the guts to
Improvise on a new situation without hurting, but
Someone always gets hurt.
Eventually.



Maybe i was the only one who wanted
Eventually to last forever.

this is just hide and seek.
i turned my back and now he's gone.
i shall spend my lifetime searching.  x

i used to remember our memories.
i used to remember our memories like they were the day before
hearts racing, always smiling
pulse quickening every time
hands holding, taking photos
the days that you were mine.

angry . I'm angry .
just tell me how you feel
how am I supposed to figure out what's not real
these feelings inside
they **** me and it hurts.
I just want to figure out
what me and this relationship are worth
so maybe we could try
so maybe it could last
only if we keeps what's in the past in the past.

you can tell them what you want
but you can't tell me how you feel ?
this isn't a game , nor *** appeal.
I'm tired of the **** , and I want to know
this isn't how communication is supposed to go
it was inevitable , still could have been honest
I wasn't trying to be hostile
it was all in the profile
I never signed up to be kept out
this was never a game.
we were the same.
but now I'm thinking I've been put to shame
unknown to me
don't share with me
just care for me , no don't do that.
it's all just a trick
I'm pretty fed up with all this ****.