It's 2 a.m
I miss you

Right now
Am lying next to you
It's a privilege
To listen to your heart beating
I don't wanna move
Not even an inch
Am keeping you
Forever close to me

Standing in front of your kitchen's window
Looking down at the cars passing through the highway
I'm gonna miss you I whisper

I'm stuck
You are my friend that I'm in love with
I said
You are my friend that I care about
You said

Those words
I wish I could take it back
Our eyes locked in each other
The night goes silence

My mind is a hurricane
Destroying home inside my heart
Telling it to stay safe
Savior, you're the only one I want
When the sun sets I am
Drowning in the thought of you
Watching you smoke sleep dead
Holding your hand never let go
Lying awake on top of your chest
Listening to my love anthem
Of your heart beating
Awaken my wildest spirit
High in my own kind of milky way
Am nothing but insanely
In love with the thought of
That you're my Euphoria

Even if I sleep forever my soul still gonna be so tired I'm sorry I just wanna be whole again the grasp of your fingers kissing hard my skin leaving marks everywhere I can hear your heart beating through the broken ribs and I swear nothing more peaceful than the death of this feeling and his friends set me free from loneliness I wanna be the reason you smile and sleep at night not awake at 3am and dreaming of evil who took the light in your eyes that keep the darkest secrets full of lies and hatred I am sorry I wish I can make you happy

Did you see her
Crawling underneath your skin
Looking for an escape
Closer to your soul
Screaming begging to let go
She is not her not even her shadow
Drowning deep in lullaby off  your thought
There is no way out
Suffocate kissing the ground
Where you step the words of hope
Letting her to believe it's all for her
You are a melody rythm in her illusion
Leaving her keys to your broken home
Where you ask her to stay safe
While you are leaving
Her alone
Forever

One night
I drove miles away from home
Not realizing where I was heading
I was crying and screaming
I hate myself so much
That I still could not forget you
The high way was empty
But was full of memories of us
The moon, the stars, the dark sky
They reminded me of you
And there I was
Still thinking of you

You asked me
Why he left
I wish I know the answer

You said don't cry
Be a strong girl
Let it go

Slowly, time passes by
You make me whole again

He told me I was such a sweetheart
You tell me the same thing too
He left me
Now I am afraid
That you will too

Gazillion stars surrounded me
When I saw you last night
I felt like we were in another galaxy
Cars passing by the busy road
But all I see was only you
And your smile
The one I've been longing
For so long
Oh I really miss you
Glad that you're back

The road was busy with cars passing by that night but all I see was gazillion stars surrounding me and there you were, my one and only Jupiter. I felt like we were in our own Milky Way, so spacious and the gravity lifted up my body, reaching it to you so slowly. I saw that smile, that face, that figure I've missed so much it hurt my bones, crashing my heart into atoms, leaving its safe place to dusk. Then your voice woke me from my dream, back to reality. That you were there at that moment, I just wanted to hold you like never letting you go, never let you slip off of my hands, my sight. You asked me if I miss you, I said yes. Then you asked me again, how much do I miss you and I answered a lot, I miss you a lot! It was my turn to ask you the same question and you told me you miss me a little but I knew you were lying, you must have missed me a lot too while you were away. Oh boy, I can never describe how happy I am, whenever I am with you.