My world stopped turning months ago
I fell right below
But when I woke up the next morning
The birds were still singing
The sky was still blue
Airplanes still flew
People were continuing their lives
They kept on living their careers
Time didn't stop
Tik tok went the clock
Smiles were still outside
As well as cries
But the second I woke up
I didn't believe in my luck
Life didn't end
But mine did

It was 1 am when I decided to see the stars rain
An august night once again
Summer dreams escape the sky
Suddenly I don’t want to cry
The universe delivers it’s melody
I let go unconditionally

Where did you go?
I have been missing you. You know?
What happened to you? Did life destroy you that bad?
Remember when we would dance in our room and dream of growing up.
I wish somebody would have told us that the future would hurt.
Remember those endless playdates with your friends everyday afterschool?
When homework wasn’t a thing.
When boys didn't matter that much.
When we didn't care what people said about us.
When were free and life was so easy.
But after all we wanted to grow up. We dreamed of it.
And,well, here we are. I miss you. You were good to me.
I do have question for you. Was I always so sad?
Would mean a lot if you could let me know.

XOXO

Older you ;)

I watched the sea come kiss my feet
I just felt complete
The sun slowly leaving us while were talking **** about the school bus
The moonlight welcomes my soul
Trying to fill the dark whole
I'll keep on dancing
Sadly this won’t be lasting
Put your hand in mine and look up to the sky
The infinite stars in your eyes got me hypnotized
The world has no end when you and me are together
Its a message god sent
My heart escapes my prison for no reason
Time is our problem it comes as quick as autumn.
Let's runaway what do you want me to say
I'll see you in year don’t let the memories disappear

I kissed my crush's best friend
And it breaks my heart
I let the beer kick in
I didn't  control it
I didn't want it
But it happened anyway
And 12 hours away
I could say I kissed my crush's best friend today

Where to start on this day
I arrived stressed, then you asked me to bring me closer
I could smell your smell that made me want you
When I knew I had another lover of mine
Then after standing up
You kissed me
At that moment I realized how much I dreamed of it
How to deal with these feelings that we have
Our tongues ​​fought
All the sadness in the world has been lost
Friends, lovers we don't know
All the words I dreamed of hearing you pronounced  
I realise how I can’t pretend that I do not love you
Our looks tighted
But we don't know what love is and it's much better like that
I only want your delicate gestures
When I saw you go away slowly
Our tears started a storm
Then we put our love aside
Wet eyes and broken hearts
Then without any choice
I escaped in the Brussels rain
Going out I eat a sweet story to forget the taste of your lips
But the taste wouldn’t  leave
I ran in the rain
I cried telling myself that I had broken 3 hearts today
I needed love, I cry for help
It’s the fire of hearts running

High in the clouds I lose my mind
Different then the whole of humankind
To young to stay strong
You’re gonna wanna come along
I pretend I’m so **** stupid
But I got more powers than cupid
I hate society so I go to my own world
Reality is so blurred
Music keeps my soul going
I’ll pretend I’m so clueless but I’ll be knowing
My eyes will wonder through your soul
My heart is filled with love and a big dark hole
I work on angel energy
So many say I’m just crazy
A rocket girl out of this universe
I know everything has a purpose
You just met infinity girl