I cant fall asleep
I cant stop thinking
I cant stop knowing im awake
everything's dark
i love it when its dark and cold
but whenever i close my eyes,
seems like darkness cant contain me.
it just shut me out, it cant embrace me
i just hear myself
my heartbeat my breathing my thoughts,
the voices in my head that just cant stop
talking and mumbling and shouting
sometimes, its just quiet there,
no voices, no dreams, just darkness
but im awake, i know im awake
im tired, everything inside me is,
but i don't know,
the strings inside me just don't stop colliding at each other,
its shreds distracting each's ruins
sleep, please come
let me sleep, let me dream
before i wake,
let me fly with my dreams