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"wes" poems
"KALIMUTAN MO NA ANG NAKARAAN MO! LALO  MO LAMANG SINASAKTAN ANG SARILI MO-- ANG PUSO MO!" sigaw nang sigaw ang utak sa mga katagang iyon sa kaniyang puso. "May pag-asa pa! Umaasa pa rin ako. Aasa pa rin ako kahit matagal. Paki-usap, bigyan mo ako ng pagkakataon. Nararamdaman kong darating sila," litong-lito naman ang puso at pilit na nagmamakaawa sa utak na bigyan pa siya ng pagkakataon. "Hindi ka ba nakakaintindi? Iniwanan ka na nila. Hindi ka na nila mahal. Wala ka ng puwang sa mga puso nila. Hanggang kailan ka dapat umasa ha?" galit na galit na ang utak sa puso nang mga sandaling iyon. Nag-aalab na at kaunti na lamang ay magiging makasalanan na siya. "AKALA MO LANG IYON! HINDI IKAW ANG NAKAKARAMDAM KUNG HINDI AKO! AKO ANG MAS NAHIHIRAPAN!" "AKALA MO LANG IYON! AKO RIN NAHIHIRAPAN NA AT DUMUDUGO NA ANG UTAK KO SA IYO! HINDI KA  BA TITIGIL?" "HINDI!" "P'WES! Gagawin ko na ang nararapat upang manahimik ka!" At hindi na napigilan ng utak ang kaniyang paninibugho. Inutusan niya ang mga paa na magtungko sa kusina. Ipinakuha niya sa kamay ang isang kulay puting bote na may nakasulat na muriatic acid. Kusang bumukas ang bunganga at ipinainom ng kamay ang lahat ng laman sa bote hanggang sa dumaloy na ito sa buong katawan. Habol-habol ang paghinga, pinilit pa ring lumaban ng puso upang mabuhay ngunit, huli na. Huli na dahil nangisay na ang katawan, naging kulay ube na rin ito at tuluyang namaalam pareho ang utak at ang puso nang mga oras na iyon.
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Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 4:24 PM UTC
Labanan ng Puso at Utak (a flash fiction)
Mouths meeting rushing to be fed and feed Tongues mingling and exploring Hunger and thirst crushing need Passion’s fire roaring Bodies and hearts entwined Soul and mind thriving On all they find On a journey bereft of depriving Passion’s fire consuming A life unto its own in their head Exhuming What lay buried, lost, undiscovered, forgotten or dead Born anew or resurrected Nerves, thoughts, and emotions it imbibes and revives By passion’s fire new life injected Brings new purpose and experiences to their lives Passions kindled now burning so hot It sears, mind, body, heart and soul Delivers everything they sought Two lost, now one tempered and made whole Passion’s fire, burning growing as they explored ***** freaky, and debauchery with revel With passion's fire they soared FInding the primeval In the chasing In the wooing In the embracing In the doing In the B, in many ways In the D, defining each other’s roles In the S, setting new trails ablaze In the M, reaching dark corners of each other’s souls ~Wes Noneya
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Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 5:52 PM UTC
Passions Fire Kindled
You are going to find yourself Hating everyone. And it should come as no surprise That one day you'll pick up smoking Because that fat ***** you fell for Thought you looked **** doing it. Men will crave your lips Not for kisses but for ******** And you will have to battle them On every insistence. You will sleep with a teddy bear, Human-sized Well into adulthood Because there will be nights That you are so disconnected from the world That you feel as though you are floating. You will be sneered at By mental hospital nurses At the age of sixteen As you visit your boyfriend For your first date In Good Samaritan hospital. They will see your youth And rage inside. You will waste yourself. You will die and redeem Within yourself. You will fall in love With a man much older than you And suddenly Thirty won't seem So old at all. Thirty will seem Like a world your old soul Could get lost in. And you will. And it will be wonderful. You will become paranoid. Walking to church at midnight With the love of your life, You will constantly Be looking over your shoulder. You will forever Be looking over your shoulder. This will become A necessary hobby. You will tear down your Beatles posters And replace them with Wes Anderson ones Shamelessly. You will come to a point Where you hate yourself In a most incomprehensible way But you will write a poem And you will be paid for it And you will pay your cell phone bill with the money And you will be successful. You will have your escape plan But you will never use it. You will never need to. His charm and his wit And the way his eyes sparkle when he sees you Will keep you rooted Even when you are ready To book it. You'll be subpoenaed And you will hate it And ***** over it And you will have to stand trial But life is a trial And you will win.
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Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
A Letter to My Younger Self at Age 18
You are going to find yourself Hating everyone. And it should come as no surprise That one day you'll pick up smoking Because that fat ***** you fell for Thought you looked **** doing it. Men will crave your lips Not for kisses but for ******** And you will have to battle them On every insistence. You will sleep with a teddy bear, Human-sized Well into adulthood Because there will be nights That you are so disconnected from the world That you feel as though you are floating. You will be sneered at By mental hospital nurses At the age of sixteen As you visit your boyfriend For your first date In Good Samaritan hospital. They will see your youth And rage inside. You will waste yourself. You will die and redeem Within yourself. You will fall in love With a man much older than you And suddenly Thirty won't seem So old at all. Thirty will seem Like a world your old soul Could get lost in. And you will. And it will be wonderful. You will become paranoid. Walking to church at midnight With the love of your life, You will constantly Be looking over your shoulder. You will forever Be looking over your shoulder. This will become A necessary hobby. You will tear down your Beatles posters And replace them with Wes Anderson ones Shamelessly. You will come to a point Where you hate yourself In a most incomprehensible way But you will write a poem And you will be paid for it And you will pay your cell phone bill with the money And you will be successful. You will have your escape plan But you will never use it. You will never need to. His charm and his wit And the way his eyes sparkle when he sees you Will keep you rooted Even when you are ready To book it. You'll be subpoenaed And you will hate it And ***** over it And you will have to stand trial But life is a trial And you will win.
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If my life were a movie it would be one of those films that gets hyped up to no end because I’m one of those kids with the rough childhood who just wants to make it When in reality it’s just a less action packed but just as dark dc movie My story has also been confused with a marvel movie since the protagonist is me And i can't help but cut my overbearing traumatic tragedies with self deprecating comedies But my life to me feels more like an edgar wright movie where the action isn’t as exciting as The fact that I was able to get out of bed this morning And my day to day reality will forever feel like a motion blur of edited out negative emotion I think Maybe my life could be a wes anderson movie stuck in one color palette for the rest of my eternity And my maturity tends to overwhelm me my journey is like an anderson movie because i tend to create a world around me Taking time to shape my own protected reality so that the outside world can’t hurt inside me If im being honest though i want my life to be a spielberg movie that grabs attention of all ages coming from all sorts of places I want to spin my truths into his fantastic fantasies where no one equates my past with me But at the same time I want my life to be a blast from the past john hughes movie where i find a way to stop my past from haunting me And everything ends up okay at the end of the day because my minds overbearing insecurities No longer have control over me Now i see that in actuality other peoples movies are just too much for who i truly want to be and how my trauma impacts me I mean between my all of those boring biographies and my abundance of favorite movies I’d want my life’s movie to be full of images depicting my fondest memories and all my angsty gen z tendencies If my life were a movie i’d make it about how I am, or was, or am going to be If my life were a movie I’d make it about me
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May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 12:24 PM UTC
if my life were a movie
If my life were a movie it would be one of those films that gets hyped up to no end because I’m one of those kids with the rough childhood who just wants to make it When in reality it’s just a less action packed but just as dark dc movie My story has also been confused with a marvel movie since the protagonist is me And i can't help but cut my overbearing traumatic tragedies with self deprecating comedies But my life to me feels more like an edgar wright movie where the action isn’t as exciting as The fact that I was able to get out of bed this morning And my day to day reality will forever feel like a motion blur of edited out negative emotion I think Maybe my life could be a wes anderson movie stuck in one color palette for the rest of my eternity And my maturity tends to overwhelm me my journey is like an anderson movie because i tend to create a world around me Taking time to shape my own protected reality so that the outside world can’t hurt inside me If im being honest though i want my life to be a spielberg movie that grabs attention of all ages coming from all sorts of places I want to spin my truths into his fantastic fantasies where no one equates my past with me But at the same time I want my life to be a blast from the past john hughes movie where i find a way to stop my past from haunting me And everything ends up okay at the end of the day because my minds overbearing insecurities No longer have control over me Now i see that in actuality other peoples movies are just too much for who i truly want to be and how my trauma impacts me I mean between my all of those boring biographies and my abundance of favorite movies I’d want my life’s movie to be full of images depicting my fondest memories and all my angsty gen z tendencies If my life were a movie i’d make it about how I am, or was, or am going to be If my life were a movie I’d make it about me
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I'm so happy- I've masturbated until I can't feel and that's okay. My hair is brittle; the water's iron and so are you- your love's a mess. God is angry because he doesn't have to exist to be real. Hipsters ruined liking Wes Anderson- Bill Hicks was brilliant and everyone is an intellectual. Your ideas aren't yours- your words are mine and mine are yours. Writing to be antidepressed, because singing is for the shore, for your shore. Let's pick each other's psychology, like we're removing clothes or missing ads, and get lost in each other's darkness, because, "I love you, I suppose. I suppose."
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Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
11. Antidepressed-Carbon Dating
Slashers Defined In response to my piece, Slashers, it was requested that maybe I could reveal at least which band or other info these great guitar players performed for to gain their claim to fame. I don't want to spend too much time on this defintion, but will give what info I think is pertinent. If you do not know some of the names I have presented to you, and you are a blues, rock, jazz, fusion guitar fan, I suggest you take the time to listen to some of their work. I have included some of my favorite incredible fusion players that do not have a super star following, but are renowned in their group of fans, probably mostly musicians to some degree. If you are a frustrated guitar player like I am, do not listen to the likes of Holdsworth, Johnson, Gambale, or Morse unless you love being tortured. Anyway on with the show. Eric Clapton – Yardbirds, Cream, Blind Faith, Derek and the Dominos. Jimmy Page – Yardbirds, Led Zeppe, The Honeydrippers, The Firm Jimi Hendrix – not only what is, but, what could have been Alan Holdsworth – Solo jazz fusion player – hot Steve Howe – Yes, Asia - Progressive rock, jazz – Bill Nelson – BeBop Deluxe, Solo Terry Kath – Chicago (25 or 6 to 4) – another sad early departure Ted Nugent – Amboy Dukes, **** Yankees – The madman Jim Krueger – Dave Mason Band – solo progressive rock Eddy Van Halen – Van Halen Ritchie Blackmore – Deep Purple, Rainbow Jerry Doucette – Doucette (Mama let him play) Eric Johnson – Solo – New Age, jazz Frank Gambale – Australian- Jazz, fusion, rock Goerge Benson – Jazz Larry Carlton – Jazz, new age rock Marc Farner - Grand Funk Railroad Peter Frampton – Humble Pie, solo Joe Satriani - New age – solo Johnny A. - jazz, new age – solo Danny Gatton – jazz, rockabilly – solo Chet Atkins – jazz, country John Mayer – Pop, blues – solo Neal Schon – Journey Steve Lukather – Toto Masyoshi Takanaka – New age, jazz – Japanese solo Lee Ritnour – Jazz, new age – solo Leslie West - Mountain, West Bruce & Laing Monty Montgomery – jazz, blues (accoustic you have never heard) Wes Montgomery – jazz 40's – 50's Phil Keaggy – New age Christian Robin Trower – Procul Harem Brian May – Queen Rick Derringer – Montrose, Edgar Winter Group, Steely Dan Robin Ford – John Mayall, Chick Corea, solo jazz, fusion, blues Carlos Santana – Santana Ronnie Montrose – Montrose Steve Morse – Dixie Dregs, Kansas, solo jazz, fusion Trevor Rabin – Yes, solo new age Gomer LePoet...
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Jun 10, 2010
Jun 10, 2010 at 1:19 PM UTC
Slashers Defined
Slashers Defined In response to my piece, Slashers, it was requested that maybe I could reveal at least which band or other info these great guitar players performed for to gain their claim to fame. I don't want to spend too much time on this defintion, but will give what info I think is pertinent. If you do not know some of the names I have presented to you, and you are a blues, rock, jazz, fusion guitar fan, I suggest you take the time to listen to some of their work. I have included some of my favorite incredible fusion players that do not have a super star following, but are renowned in their group of fans, probably mostly musicians to some degree. If you are a frustrated guitar player like I am, do not listen to the likes of Holdsworth, Johnson, Gambale, or Morse unless you love being tortured. Anyway on with the show. Eric Clapton – Yardbirds, Cream, Blind Faith, Derek and the Dominos. Jimmy Page – Yardbirds, Led Zeppe, The Honeydrippers, The Firm Jimi Hendrix – not only what is, but, what could have been Alan Holdsworth – Solo jazz fusion player – hot Steve Howe – Yes, Asia - Progressive rock, jazz – Bill Nelson – BeBop Deluxe, Solo Terry Kath – Chicago (25 or 6 to 4) – another sad early departure Ted Nugent – Amboy Dukes, **** Yankees – The madman Jim Krueger – Dave Mason Band – solo progressive rock Eddy Van Halen – Van Halen Ritchie Blackmore – Deep Purple, Rainbow Jerry Doucette – Doucette (Mama let him play) Eric Johnson – Solo – New Age, jazz Frank Gambale – Australian- Jazz, fusion, rock Goerge Benson – Jazz Larry Carlton – Jazz, new age rock Marc Farner - Grand Funk Railroad Peter Frampton – Humble Pie, solo Joe Satriani - New age – solo Johnny A. - jazz, new age – solo Danny Gatton – jazz, rockabilly – solo Chet Atkins – jazz, country John Mayer – Pop, blues – solo Neal Schon – Journey Steve Lukather – Toto Masyoshi Takanaka – New age, jazz – Japanese solo Lee Ritnour – Jazz, new age – solo Leslie West - Mountain, West Bruce & Laing Monty Montgomery – jazz, blues (accoustic you have never heard) Wes Montgomery – jazz 40's – 50's Phil Keaggy – New age Christian Robin Trower – Procul Harem Brian May – Queen Rick Derringer – Montrose, Edgar Winter Group, Steely Dan Robin Ford – John Mayall, Chick Corea, solo jazz, fusion, blues Carlos Santana – Santana Ronnie Montrose – Montrose Steve Morse – Dixie Dregs, Kansas, solo jazz, fusion Trevor Rabin – Yes, solo new age Gomer LePoet...
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Well, we were the History club rejects, focusing on the effects of being us instead of in a book. Two college drop-outs, calling in shout-outs to our friends, hoping that it affected how we looked. Our dads would sleep in, and our moms were crying until a quarter past noon -- and we knew if we didn't start trying, that would be us, soon. We were the starving artists, painting fruit we couldn't afford. Hoping each brushstroke of an artichoke would be fruitful to our wallet, or at least strike a chord. Two love-loss orphans, dreaming of morphing into something or someone else. But they told us to remove that fluff from our head and put it on the shelves. We were the film club fanatics, studying the dynamics of how to be a pretend person. We wanted to be a Wes Anderson flick, but we were never any thing other than who we were and that's what made us sick. And I swear I miss the desperation: I'm nostalgic for yesterday's conversations.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 6:01 PM UTC
I'm Nostalgic for Yesterday's Conversations
If life were a wes Anderson movie My wallpaper would be faded 70's vintage. I would live a hard life and love an impossible woman Who would shower me with misguided affection. If life were a wes Anderson movie I would have the knowledge to complete Completely useless tasks That would somehow be useful in any given situation, Like chiseling a canoe out of a solid oak tree Or weaving a hexagonal basket. My eyes would constantly be filtered With a color so vibrant my skin would glow chartreuse yellow. If life were a Wes Anderson movie My happiness would exalt and spread to those around me. My stories would fill pictures and paintings, My walls covered in obscure posters and murals that no one really knows the purpose of. If life were a Wes Anderson movie Bill Murray would be my father, Best friend, And lover. If life were a Wes Anderson movie Nobody would understand my purpose But everyone would love my presence just the same. If life were a Wes Anderson movie I would be king and crown those around me my subjects. My crown would be encrusted with the Latin phrase, sic transit gloria. I would be king and grace my subjects with timeless tales of ages past, of tear soaked laughter. If life were a Wes Anderson movie I would be king.
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Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 10:39 PM UTC
The Wes Anderson Lifestyle
I remember it like yesterday 50 years back, more or less She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She sang songs about rebellion of love and hate and less She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done The bar was almost empty Most nights it was I guess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress I remember when she saw me We connected, I confess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done Word spread out about her She was primed to have success She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress An agent came and watched her A low life lizard known as Jess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done Promises were made to her She heard his pitch, and she said yes She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress I saw her climb the charts that year She was a shell, a real hot mess She no longer had an old guitar She now wore hot pants, not a dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done You could see she was a puppet A golden goose for lizard Wes She no longer had an old guitar She now wore hot pants, not a dress I heard she died, an overdose I wasn't shocked, I must confess They buried her in Hollywood She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 I remember her old guitar And her faded yellow dress
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Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 5:32 PM UTC
Shooting star
I remember it like yesterday 50 years back, more or less She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She sang songs about rebellion of love and hate and less She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done The bar was almost empty Most nights it was I guess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress I remember when she saw me We connected, I confess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done Word spread out about her She was primed to have success She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress An agent came and watched her A low life lizard known as Jess She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done Promises were made to her She heard his pitch, and she said yes She was singing with an old guitar She wore a faded yellow dress I saw her climb the charts that year She was a shell, a real hot mess She no longer had an old guitar She now wore hot pants, not a dress She lit up the world In 1971 She burned bright as a comet She was there, and then...was done You could see she was a puppet A golden goose for lizard Wes She no longer had an old guitar She now wore hot pants, not a dress I heard she died, an overdose I wasn't shocked, I must confess They buried her in Hollywood She wore a faded yellow dress She lit up the world In 1971 I remember her old guitar And her faded yellow dress
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*We lose so much talent to addiction Some of you may not care, but I do This is my tribute to them* **Alan Wilson Canned Heat Jimi Hendrix The Jimi Hendrix Experience Janis Joplin Jim Morrison The Doors Brian Cole The Association Billy Murcia New York Dolls Danny Whitten Crazy Horse Gram Parsons The Stooges Gary Thain Uriah Heep Elvis Presley Gregory Herbert Blood, Sweat & Tears Keith Moon The Who Sid Vicious *** Pistols Lowell George Little Feat Jimmy McCulloch Wings John Bonham Led Zeppelin Darby Crash Germs James Honeyman-Scott Pretenders Pete Farndon Pretenders Paul Gardiner Tubeway Army Gary Holton Heavy Metal Kids Phil Lynott Thin Lizzy Andrew Wood Mother Love Bone Brent Mydland Grateful Dead Steve Clark Def Leppard Johnny Thunders New York Dolls David Ruffin The Temptations Kristen Pfaff Hole Shannon Hoon Blind Melon Bradley Nowell Sublime John Kahn Jerry Garcia Band Jonathan Melvoin The Smashing Pumpkins Billy Mackenzie Associates West Arkeen The Outpatience Nick Traina Link 80 John Baker Saunders Mad Season Bobby Sheehan Blues Traveler Wes Berggren Tripping Daisy Allen Woody The Allman Brothers Band Carl Crack Atari Teenage Riot Layne Staley Alice in Chains/Mad Seasons Kurt Cobain Nirvana Dee Dee Ramones Robbin Crosby Ratt John Entwistle The Who Howie Epstein Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers Jeremy Michael Ward De Facto Tim Hemensley GOD Dave Schulthise The Dead Milkmen Rick James Kevin DuBrow Quiet Riot Ike Turner Gidget Gein Marilyn Manson Jay Bennett Wilco Michael Jackson The Rev Avenged Sevenfold Paul Gray Slipknot Mike Starr Alice in Chains Amy Winehouse** *We are not bad people, we just have bad ways Yet, not many understand*
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 4:49 PM UTC
Forgotten and Appriciated
*We lose so much talent to addiction Some of you may not care, but I do This is my tribute to them* **Alan Wilson Canned Heat Jimi Hendrix The Jimi Hendrix Experience Janis Joplin Jim Morrison The Doors Brian Cole The Association Billy Murcia New York Dolls Danny Whitten Crazy Horse Gram Parsons The Stooges Gary Thain Uriah Heep Elvis Presley Gregory Herbert Blood, Sweat & Tears Keith Moon The Who Sid Vicious *** Pistols Lowell George Little Feat Jimmy McCulloch Wings John Bonham Led Zeppelin Darby Crash Germs James Honeyman-Scott Pretenders Pete Farndon Pretenders Paul Gardiner Tubeway Army Gary Holton Heavy Metal Kids Phil Lynott Thin Lizzy Andrew Wood Mother Love Bone Brent Mydland Grateful Dead Steve Clark Def Leppard Johnny Thunders New York Dolls David Ruffin The Temptations Kristen Pfaff Hole Shannon Hoon Blind Melon Bradley Nowell Sublime John Kahn Jerry Garcia Band Jonathan Melvoin The Smashing Pumpkins Billy Mackenzie Associates West Arkeen The Outpatience Nick Traina Link 80 John Baker Saunders Mad Season Bobby Sheehan Blues Traveler Wes Berggren Tripping Daisy Allen Woody The Allman Brothers Band Carl Crack Atari Teenage Riot Layne Staley Alice in Chains/Mad Seasons Kurt Cobain Nirvana Dee Dee Ramones Robbin Crosby Ratt John Entwistle The Who Howie Epstein Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers Jeremy Michael Ward De Facto Tim Hemensley GOD Dave Schulthise The Dead Milkmen Rick James Kevin DuBrow Quiet Riot Ike Turner Gidget Gein Marilyn Manson Jay Bennett Wilco Michael Jackson The Rev Avenged Sevenfold Paul Gray Slipknot Mike Starr Alice in Chains Amy Winehouse** *We are not bad people, we just have bad ways Yet, not many understand*
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*is about WE.. promising new identity for 2013.. WE brings peace as Me serves conflict.. yet each Me serves unique Self identity.. we might then say: Some fondly wish for blessed peace with Self well preserved.. then this Question: is it possible when becoming WE Self becomes Great..? simple mirror reflections among WEs of a group brightens uniqueness of each member Self.. this consciousness leap a dialogue possibility for 2013...*
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Feb 27, 2013
Feb 27, 2013 at 11:55 AM UTC
Dialogue
This time next week, I hope I will be breathing the air that I’ve been gasping for. I didn’t realize that four months could feel like four broken bones, two arms, two legs, all secretly cracked, only felt under the weight of my own invisible dread. It’s okay that I went back to being sixteen for awhile. It’s not what I wanted, what I planned for, but it’s what happened. I woke up with butterflies in my stomach and the rug ripped out from under me. My car sits in the driveway and I don’t drink coffee anymore because it makes me shake and I don’t know how to handle the shaking like I used to. I never used to worry about sharing drinks yet today I’ve washed my hands fifteen times and still don’t trust them. But it’s August and I’m twenty-three again. Or at least I will be when the key slides into the lock and I take that big gulp and pray for it to add a few years back that were taken away this summer. Everything is a circle cut in half, alternating between hollow and whole, snaking through time with hysterical pseudo endings and beginnings that are really just doors leading down a different hallway in the same ******* infinite hotel. Sometimes Wes Anderson’s, sometimes The Shining. I don’t have to listen to the yelling for the rest of my life if I don’t want to. I don’t have to be so unhappy if I don’t want to. Maybe next Saturday I will drive to the coffee shop on the corner and order something decaf and sugary and thank god that it’s over. It’s over. Holy **** The leaves will be turning orange soon. I almost forgot.
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Aug 10, 2019
Aug 10, 2019 at 11:19 PM UTC
take care
This time next week, I hope I will be breathing the air that I’ve been gasping for. I didn’t realize that four months could feel like four broken bones, two arms, two legs, all secretly cracked, only felt under the weight of my own invisible dread. It’s okay that I went back to being sixteen for awhile. It’s not what I wanted, what I planned for, but it’s what happened. I woke up with butterflies in my stomach and the rug ripped out from under me. My car sits in the driveway and I don’t drink coffee anymore because it makes me shake and I don’t know how to handle the shaking like I used to. I never used to worry about sharing drinks yet today I’ve washed my hands fifteen times and still don’t trust them. But it’s August and I’m twenty-three again. Or at least I will be when the key slides into the lock and I take that big gulp and pray for it to add a few years back that were taken away this summer. Everything is a circle cut in half, alternating between hollow and whole, snaking through time with hysterical pseudo endings and beginnings that are really just doors leading down a different hallway in the same ******* infinite hotel. Sometimes Wes Anderson’s, sometimes The Shining. I don’t have to listen to the yelling for the rest of my life if I don’t want to. I don’t have to be so unhappy if I don’t want to. Maybe next Saturday I will drive to the coffee shop on the corner and order something decaf and sugary and thank god that it’s over. It’s over. Holy **** The leaves will be turning orange soon. I almost forgot.
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If I showed you a still from a Wes Anderson film I'm sure you'd probably have a lot to say-- a multitude of ideas waiting to pour forth from your mouth and brimming off the top of your head... I'd gladly spend as many hours as I'd need waiting for you to empty your excitement as you talk away about the things you love in that adorable manner of wanting to say so much Believe me when I tell you your impassioned expressions are more entertaining in their own cute way than any feature film I can recall Serve me a dish of things I never knew and stuff I could say I only learned today
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Sep 28, 2023
Sep 28, 2023 at 12:58 PM UTC
a lot to say
I said, "God, I love you". She smiled and said I'd do in a pinch. I said, "but I need you to do something for me..." She looked into my eyes and said, "What's that"? I said, "I need you to tell me something". She said, "All right.  What's that?" I said, "repeat after me" I said, " 'wes...' " She stared back into my eyes and said, "wes..." She laughed a little chuckle in her throat. I said, "no, this is serious..." I looked into her eyes. I prompted her:  " 'wes...' " She smiled, saying "wes..." I said, " 'stop fuckin' around' " She said, "stop fuckin' around" she laughed again, adding, "wes". I smiled and said, "no, try it seriously  now" She said, "wes.  seriously.  stop ******* around..." She laughed. I said, "want to go back to bed and fool around?" She laughed. I laughed. We went back to bed.
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Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
back to bed
i don't think it's fair to hide away by the way it was the driest parts of you that made the spell of aging fade like freckles in the winter bloomed only to evade like wax heavy and damp take another pill to ease those cramps or maybe just light your own candle next time because i guess we're both a little damaged or have seen too many moons either way there will always be unmarked tombs and cigarettes to cloud the air and graze fingers as a reminder you're only seventeen too young not to care you grew with such ease orange trees sprawling roots remain to prove gods talk as loud as monsters do but heaven will always have gates to keep out lovers naive to fate and pyramids tell the geometrical truth Wes the blood on the floor would be better hidden beneath a bruise because theres no time like the present is time a present or a curse is the water clearer or worse on your side of the bridge and how long will it take to cross? i don't want wet feet for christmas forever is a greedy business when sincerity lacks scars sliver like snakes my lips beg this cycle to break pull sleeves down to avoid demons that drop from sky to ground to dust beneath the Tennessee sun just in time for draught thats begun breaking southern girls who are fragile enough to turn from glass to stone so stop complaining and open your eyes its april again even the birds stopped crying your tears will turn to mud scrape them from you knifes aren't only good for killing and when i opened my mouth to scream you silenced my cries my words never said as much as my eyes opened wide as i utter in sorrow if you died today i'd die tomorrow.
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Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 10:25 PM UTC
tomorrow
i don't think it's fair to hide away by the way it was the driest parts of you that made the spell of aging fade like freckles in the winter bloomed only to evade like wax heavy and damp take another pill to ease those cramps or maybe just light your own candle next time because i guess we're both a little damaged or have seen too many moons either way there will always be unmarked tombs and cigarettes to cloud the air and graze fingers as a reminder you're only seventeen too young not to care you grew with such ease orange trees sprawling roots remain to prove gods talk as loud as monsters do but heaven will always have gates to keep out lovers naive to fate and pyramids tell the geometrical truth Wes the blood on the floor would be better hidden beneath a bruise because theres no time like the present is time a present or a curse is the water clearer or worse on your side of the bridge and how long will it take to cross? i don't want wet feet for christmas forever is a greedy business when sincerity lacks scars sliver like snakes my lips beg this cycle to break pull sleeves down to avoid demons that drop from sky to ground to dust beneath the Tennessee sun just in time for draught thats begun breaking southern girls who are fragile enough to turn from glass to stone so stop complaining and open your eyes its april again even the birds stopped crying your tears will turn to mud scrape them from you knifes aren't only good for killing and when i opened my mouth to scream you silenced my cries my words never said as much as my eyes opened wide as i utter in sorrow if you died today i'd die tomorrow.
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I'm happy I'm strong I'm not faithless I often believe I am weightless But today I have seen Some cracks in between the boards of the box where my name is I confess it wouldn't surprise me that you think it's highly unlikely that a girl of my sage should be in a cage of faulty romantics unsightly Not sure how I got in this mess If you're the one, even less Unstriking hight Handsome and light In the air are my hopes like a kite This isn't the worst I have been Wes was a fire times ten I do think you're cute With weirdness to boot Do I have to endure this again?
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Jul 5, 2015
Jul 5, 2015 at 10:06 PM UTC
Diva
They are watching my every move in the night Quietly looking at me like a rabid raven. If you could see deep inside my head It would look like a movie made by Wes Craven. My methodical homicidal ideas running fast and running ramped Trying ever so hard not to get caught I have no choice but to top the last at what I just did. My mind is pounding hard and my heart is racing As I am dripping with sweat back and forth I am pacing. Studying about all the others hoping now not to get caught When they had finished what they had done, I often think, What was it that they had did they did thought. Keeping secrets buried locked deep inside When they questioned me with their questions, I lied. I am the king of given many a death wish Pushing you in with handcuffs behind your back Now you’re sinking to the bottom forever chilling with the fish. Verbally murdering you with these lines, When I’m in my death bed, I’ll confess, all my death crimes. Till then question me all you what I don’t care, No how many times. (SirCARSr 10-10-13)
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Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 3:51 PM UTC
Paranoid Overtones
Lonely each sunset, another night arises forlorn Darkness spreads across thy valley of emotions drearily desolate Lofty mountains of sorrow and pain soar in solemn scorn Thy heart, still as death stern as fate in resolve will not remit Lonely each sunset, warmth fades, hope flickers, near extinguish A vicious cycle; dark emotions drink well the dark of emotional night Of cold liquid fire, bitter sweet ambrosia, cold fuel to warmth’s wish Emotions an’ desire forged anew, reborn with hunger burning bright Lonely each sunset, deep within new hope and hunger burn as one With gibbous moon piercing that black velvet of thy shadowed heart Hunger drives, passion craves, freedom sings, pain that binds undone Fell thy arch spirit, new and old emotions run wild quite a start Down freedom’s road, long journey before thee, pass from outcast land Still within old wounds not healed still express Emotional apparitions, arising when thy dream state is at hand When slumber rules, no escape for thy heart’s abysmal loneliness Under crimson moon new passion and hope to bloom in full If tended well, a hybrid, of passions thrall, not that sorely sought Salve or bandages, but full rebirth, a tender pull Ethereal strings; stitches sealed; catching and caught ~Wes Noneya
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Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 8:30 PM UTC
Lonely Each Sunset
The tears of an angel are emotions not a toy A broken spirit, crippled wings of a Dove that can not fly Romance bitter and sweet, but the heart deception can destroy The Heart and Soul, weep and cry Others have done their damage, broken again and again each wing In time, with healing, again you'll fly and soar You have to hold your head up, let my words to thy heart sing Then maybe find the want, the desire to try, true emotions at the core But for now the tears of an angel, solemn tears In the dark in silence, continue to fall She punishes her mind , heart and soul with doubts and fears Wondering if love or a brief romance is even worth it at all This sights and sounds, to comfort, taunt and torture You don't know what is right or wrong Heart and Soul on stormy emotions transfixed, is their a cure My words, are they so distant and so unfamiliar a Song Images of what can be, in the dreams dance, in the embrace Throughout the day and way on into the night, fell the beat Words a melody to kiss and dance in your heart and soul, a smile to your face Warm is the embrace, ever so brief, bitter and sweet 'Tis plain to these eyes, such radiant beauty that rose standing alone Through eyes, dwelling deep within, desperate for tending Untended that rose yet has blossomed, who would have known? What grand and greater beauty lays in wait, for a heart that needs mending Full of promise, what dreams on flights of fancy and fantasy rises When will that blossom of mystery unfold? What dreams may come, oh what unfathomable surprises? Lay hidden, what raw beauty and ecstasy to behold Even the strongest and coldest of souls without a heart would cry If you could see into her world, look there through her eyes You could see the hurt she feels and maybe even know why Tortured and almost barren the heart scarred by lies ~Wes Noneya
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Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 8:43 AM UTC
Tears of an Angel
The tears of an angel are emotions not a toy A broken spirit, crippled wings of a Dove that can not fly Romance bitter and sweet, but the heart deception can destroy The Heart and Soul, weep and cry Others have done their damage, broken again and again each wing In time, with healing, again you'll fly and soar You have to hold your head up, let my words to thy heart sing Then maybe find the want, the desire to try, true emotions at the core But for now the tears of an angel, solemn tears In the dark in silence, continue to fall She punishes her mind , heart and soul with doubts and fears Wondering if love or a brief romance is even worth it at all This sights and sounds, to comfort, taunt and torture You don't know what is right or wrong Heart and Soul on stormy emotions transfixed, is their a cure My words, are they so distant and so unfamiliar a Song Images of what can be, in the dreams dance, in the embrace Throughout the day and way on into the night, fell the beat Words a melody to kiss and dance in your heart and soul, a smile to your face Warm is the embrace, ever so brief, bitter and sweet 'Tis plain to these eyes, such radiant beauty that rose standing alone Through eyes, dwelling deep within, desperate for tending Untended that rose yet has blossomed, who would have known? What grand and greater beauty lays in wait, for a heart that needs mending Full of promise, what dreams on flights of fancy and fantasy rises When will that blossom of mystery unfold? What dreams may come, oh what unfathomable surprises? Lay hidden, what raw beauty and ecstasy to behold Even the strongest and coldest of souls without a heart would cry If you could see into her world, look there through her eyes You could see the hurt she feels and maybe even know why Tortured and almost barren the heart scarred by lies ~Wes Noneya
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My Words I weave to be just a whispers’ lingering caress Tormenting, Bitter Sweet thoughts that make you burn at feeling such The wishes cast, but not granted that make you shiver over less The briefest touch Words, that speak of all unspoken desires oft what a Heart's Hopes and the Mind rightly Fears That nightmare in the making, speaking truth amongst avid Liars That Healer, Sinner and Saint, who wounds you deep but dries your tears For a vision of thy sweet face compels my pen, my deeds Still that vision leads my words to fall upon thy screen Before thine eyes, to serve thy needs Yet still for but my minds eye you remain unseen Between Breath & Touch Strides a whispered Caress Across endless plains Of Dream not much Past the blind denial of less Beyond the seasons of a thousand dreams and desires My words fall seen and felt but unheard Bitter sweet they may be and easily kindle passion's fires They torment and delight, caressing your heart, mind and soul with each word Subtle song, resonating rhythm unclear intent Desire a sourcing fire as the words serenade the heart For the bitter sweet seduction of words the body will lament They are but a start -Wes Noneya-
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Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 7:36 PM UTC
Words I weave...
Fantasy minded tied up and binded **** kindness ethics I don't mind it regular social norms I don't live by it the inside if my head during this is totally quiet   Deep cuts in the mutt hydrochloric **** you can jack off in between the violent ruts   Engage in the regular norms of reverse mentality, it may be cryptic, but it's cliche so really they're is no abnormality Suicide is a biological abnormality Jesus accepted death and doubted his mortality   But you'll die tonight an enigmatic causality A vision of johova speaking to burning flames while a pentagram of blood and spirits call my name    A tragic masquerade of hate turned into mallevolant beautiful evil if I **** your tonight that will be a favor with no equal   Affection is no fix to so called anti social disconnection it's because I've been baptized by the blood which you'll be drenched in       Dark travesty who could happen to see ? A malevolent masterpiece of murdering  your infernal travesty     For the light is not ending or bending for your masquerade of humanity is ending Leaving you cut with a razor causing scars which they'll be no mending       sending to the er don't wory about blackouts and spazms you won't see psalms      A knife point is a nice point to stick in between joints my hate anoints, the 3 leaf clover won't keep you safe from a razor ,Wes craven I brazenly imitate doing Beelzebub a favor when I wet the place Smash your ******* face then leave the organs shifted out of place with tool of steel kept on a fuckkng plate, get wiser to my torture crate   Concealed body's liter all over the place with hydrochloric acid it's they're fuckkng grace to leave the world seeing my face
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Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 11:50 PM UTC
Frank zito
Fantasy minded tied up and binded **** kindness ethics I don't mind it regular social norms I don't live by it the inside if my head during this is totally quiet   Deep cuts in the mutt hydrochloric **** you can jack off in between the violent ruts   Engage in the regular norms of reverse mentality, it may be cryptic, but it's cliche so really they're is no abnormality Suicide is a biological abnormality Jesus accepted death and doubted his mortality   But you'll die tonight an enigmatic causality A vision of johova speaking to burning flames while a pentagram of blood and spirits call my name    A tragic masquerade of hate turned into mallevolant beautiful evil if I **** your tonight that will be a favor with no equal   Affection is no fix to so called anti social disconnection it's because I've been baptized by the blood which you'll be drenched in       Dark travesty who could happen to see ? A malevolent masterpiece of murdering  your infernal travesty     For the light is not ending or bending for your masquerade of humanity is ending Leaving you cut with a razor causing scars which they'll be no mending       sending to the er don't wory about blackouts and spazms you won't see psalms      A knife point is a nice point to stick in between joints my hate anoints, the 3 leaf clover won't keep you safe from a razor ,Wes craven I brazenly imitate doing Beelzebub a favor when I wet the place Smash your ******* face then leave the organs shifted out of place with tool of steel kept on a fuckkng plate, get wiser to my torture crate   Concealed body's liter all over the place with hydrochloric acid it's they're fuckkng grace to leave the world seeing my face
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Satietatem potare dulci nectare tua desiderium ego Ad nos transeat, usque mane Nostra corpora convol Corpora nostra lusibus Sol ortus, Sitis commoratur Amorem vivere devora tua suavita Vitae caelestis Nostra ad et aut angelus diaboli Quod viget, vitae singulis nobis, Retorta peccatorum gaudium de salute nos Corpora *** carnis luxuriam Tenebrae concupiscentiis saginatus Dolorem voluptatem servus Impium impium fames Sanctus diversitas peccatorum Ita et nos, in manus nostras et amore peccatorum nos Nos ad unum corpus est cor Translation Latin to English I drink my fill of sweet nectar of your desire To pass to us until morning Our bodies roll Our bodies dance The sun rises, thirst lingers Love, live, eat your sweetness heavenly life Our call to the devil or an angel That is active, the life of each of us, Twisted sins, the joy of our salvation Bodies with carnal lust Dark desires fed Pain and pleasure slave wicked, wicked hunger Holy diversity of sins Even so we, in our hands, and the love of our sins We are one body and heart ~Wes Noneya My Latin isn't the best but I gave it a go. I like both versions.
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Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 5:33 PM UTC
Retorta peccatorum (Twisted sins)
We in the attic blanketed with dust Waiting stiffly until The Beaumont's leave, Us portraits and mannequins stuck like rust Wearing fluffy clothes the butler would weave. They leave, we awaken and run downstairs To see the table full of wine and mess We gather around, the gramophone blares The butler screams, that old Anderson Wes He looked as though he never saw a feast Ran stupidly shaking like a drunk man 'Til the portrait of Paul said to the beast, "You're waking the neighbors, here have some flan!" Eyes bulging, eyes fuming old Wes breaks down His allergy got the very best of him Rolling on the floor covered in a frown We watched and listened his life on a limb. "He ruined the party!" cried Ms. LeBoot, We were in uproar, covered in white noise But then stood Mr. Crowser in his suit Headless, but strong with a booming tight voice. He said, "We shall not let his death be vain, As butler Wes would see this to the end Now let us dine and let us feast through pain And unveil this dust, with drink it will mend!"
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Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 10:21 AM UTC
Evening Party by Victor Vilner
I was 18, When he passed me in height, Though I grew 1/2 an inch before Christmas, He must have grown 2 He reached 6 feet by the summer Wes has Brown eyes so deep and clear, I long to see them a second time in order to stare So unlike mine, a color that isn't a color Esther's hair is only curly now, because she colored it too much, blonde is ok, but i miss her brown, no one would mistake us for twins today, but they might think her bounce is inherited My father's fingers were as thin as mine, when i was 10 and he was 17, I can't fit his class ring It's been years, Since I could share shoes with any friend, Or find good ones at thrift stores She once said, I had the nicest pink pout, In the family, tho Dad comes in second, I don't know why, she would insult herself that way my cabdriver asked if I was German, said I was tall, strong, and healthy Uncle Paul cut my hair, two springs past, He feared I would cry, to lose that thick length, coursing down my back, but I didn't blink, Another year and I'll cut it again, I swear its grown a foot already
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Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 11:49 AM UTC
I will describe myself