Yes im mad
cause i had love ill never have
but now that revenge and irony reaks
i creak
and i dont know why
this is what i waunted, die
now she loses her brother
the one shes love even more then her mother
And now i feel sad
because i got my broken revenge
and i didnt waunt it
i didnt even meant it
now she loses the love she loved the most
even more then she love me
yes that hurt
it was all a lie
and i loved now to die
because i was there and she turned her back on my heart
now she loses hers
and now im meek
because im weak
because i got my revenge
and no one knows
buti dont waunt this
i waunt my family back
i wish there was a hack
a hack to what you ask
a hack to life
because life is strife
but i and her lost the love we loved the most

im pushed away again by her
i try to comfort her but she screams at me to leaver her to her
and so i run and cry
and i get pushed in that dark hole of depression again
i waunt to be happy to be my mental self
but each time i go back
but i dont waunt to
and yet i do
but this time im going to be the deamon they keep pushing
pushing away
but this time ill grab on the ledge
and the next time she pushes me back ill be ready
ready just push back
and no matter what i do
i know she wont feel the same way i do
cause what she does to me i can forgive
i can love
but she keeps pushing me away
so i guess the next time ill let her

Shes about to call me back
give me the pitty
but its my pitty party and i cry if i waunt to
shes about to call
talk about my grades my life
but i have troubled times
no one gets it
not a single
so she gets mad gives the speech
but i swear ill yell at her back
just to build the courage i say im crazy so what
but if she waunts to mess whith me to
shes caught by one big nut
so she yells any way
like she waunts me to get mad
and i just realized
i hate the libarian.

I was asked which I would rather live in
a lie or a truth
most would say truth that's the truth
to know everything for it all to be revealed
but it my case that's not the truth
in my case i just wish this truth was a lie
but even more so
I wish I still had the lie
the lie that she loved me
that I wasn't alone
the one point in my entire little life I was happy
the time I had hope and fun
but that world deminished by the truth
so if I'm asked which id rather have the truth or the lie
I hope you don't want the truth
because the truth is not freedom
its cold and dark
so if I'm asked which id rather have the wonderful lie
Or the horrible truth
I do hope you choose wisely
because the lie is much better
The lie had love
I just wish i could be happy again
and that's the only truth I waunt
Because the truth broke my heart
I just wish I had that one lie again to mend
but it all came to an end
for the truth is the worst thing

HA
she thinks she can hurt  me anymore
oh LA LA LA
she can take every shot she can
take away what i love
make me feel like nothing
but ill always will have that smile
that smile that makes the kids cry out
please stop your scaring me!
and that will **** her
that im happy
because it seems very much
that...... that she doesnt waunt me to be
be happy
i just wish she could be happy
she looks like she is
but i know thats just her trying to hurt
hurt me
so i dont care anymore
im not her puppet anymore
i wont be to her amusment
i had strings but now im free
there are no strings on ME!
i had strings but now ill have fun
im not attached to anyone
there are no strings one me



STRINGS!