As I stand in the shower
The warm
Soothing water runs over me
And I think
Think
Think
I ask myself
Do you think the water could wash off more then just dirt?
Can it wash off all the shame
Guilt
Anger
Unhappyness
Can it clean me?
Can it make me new again?
As I stand in the shower I think of these things
I think of yesterday
Today
And tomorrow
Today was just a continuation of yesterday
It’s not over
Some say what’s done is done but No
No
No
It’s just starting
As I stand in the shower I think of what tomorrow is going to be like,
I know I’ll have to stand in front of my peers tomorrow and put on that perfect little, fake smile
I stand here thinking about these things
I turn off the water and the thoughts run away like roaches when spoted
This is what I think
When I stand in the shower